went

so i actually went to Mi's place just now. haha my brothers came back like at 10.30pm. had a good time, got the chance to see everyone so yeah. and then i saw you, yes you were there. i have things i want to say but i dont know how to. i might be giving up but i dont know yet. i feel like piercing my ears nowwww... im in pain and i need an actual pain to make it go away. like it will la. but i dont know, i want it. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. i wanna talk to you. but i dont know how to. but actually i dont want to accept the fact that i know that it might not gonna happen, nothing is going to happen. i dont want to believe it but i know it. God, humans have brains like crap ahh. maybe i should be like cats, all they do is eat, sleep and wait and wait... they dont mind waiting. i've been there before. or maybe i should accept it that i deserved to be treated that way. i mean dude KARMA. What goes around comes around.

btw i got my book already, ELEVEN MINUTES. im actually enjoying it. Good book. and the movie PENELOPE. AWESOME SHIT WEY!!!! and one tree hill is getting better and better.