ohmyfuckinggod!! ahahha. im at college right now. im having econs but im at the web to do my assignment. but not really doing it. nwaayyy..

my day started very nicely. i just got to college had to take the ktm from taylors pj cause abang was late ngeh. so took the cab to taylors. i just got out of the cab i walk abit, jeng jeng jeng... i see walter. he looked la and i did too so our 'eyes meet' hahaha nway then i looked down!!! damn it i was nervous? shy? i dont knowwww. haaaaa then we walked past each other. haiyaaa im melting... then i walked to the web im here still. then he came in i didnt realize at first i was concentrating to the computer. then i look eeehh i see walter, maybe he saw me i dont know. hahaha.. daaannng my day started very bright. hope to have a wonderful day today. tonight got mai's bday party to go to. yeay cant wait to have fun. and im hoping to see walter again later. hehehee... =))

"Faith is reason grown courageous". -Sherwood Eddy

xx

Mi

i will be spending alot of time with Mi this week. thursday until sunday man! hehe. Mi, we shall have a lot of fun while we still can.

my quote of the day. may one day i say this to someone i love. hahahha.

"Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'" -Erich Fromm.

sunway

it was a tiring day but u know the people i love was there. we spent the day together. with the avril look a like thing, ADAM C was THERE. ME LIKE. and we ate KFC cause i have the vouchers haha. then instead going ice skating we went to the theme park. it was fun ah, with the rides and stuff but we didnt actually plan to go there so we didnt bring our swimming attire la kan. haha. and guess wat it rained. so we did get wet in the end haha

ps. adam C is adorable. hahahaha.

xx

dududu

i want something to happen, but dont really want something to happen. so im guess im just gonna go with the flow.

i just watched you dont mess with the zohan. damn funny wey the movie. hahahha damn cun ah.

im hoping for an interesting weekend.

gaaahhh, i like you but not gonna do anything but just be a friend.

avril i cant wait for your concert man!

khaira, Mi, me and Mai. daaamnnnn this was ages ago. we're so skinny that time but now, Mi is the only skinny one. ngeh -_-" haha i miss janda baik. camping, river, pond, pool, walking around, etc. weeee

xx

groovy

wwwwwwuuuuuuuuuuuu.. finally i got my avril tickets!!!! weeee. i cant wait dohh.

plans for the week. LOL

thursday - Ma's bday but not sure if can make it or not cause its on college night, gaahhh

friday - AVRIL LAVIGNE BEST DAMN THING CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! going with Mi and Fauza

saturday - MERDEKAAAAA eve.. hahaha we're going holiday villa. with haaa ramai nak list but the same people and the ktj's lol

sunday rest2 and monday first day of puasa mate.


grooooooovvyyy baby. LOL just wanted to say it.

gaahhh

"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet." -Plato

i feeeeel loooovvveeeee.... riggghhtttt.... -.-

i bored here my God!

hope to have fun tmrw.

just woke up lol

gaaaahhhh..... too much bon jovi... hahahahhaah
you give love a bad name.....
i'll be there for you these five words i swear to you..
blablablablablaaaa...

and joe jonas's song from camp rock..
your the voice i hear inside my head, the reason that im singing i need to find you i gotta find you.

mi wtf are youuu?

lay your hands on me.

wattoday was nice. but so sad didnt go breakfast with keyna and syafiq. i was really looking forward to it. keyna had to follow her mum instead. ngehh. sooooorrrryyyy syafiq! we'll try again sunday alright. i woke up early and couldnt sleep back. hahah. and i had mengaji so yeah. then i was looking forward to go out with him. haha. to kill the time i cleaned up my room, arrange my papers and stuff. so its better now. but i didnt fold my clothes i just campak it in the almari lol. so i showered at like 12 something. then i got ready then he changed the time to 3.30 to 4, instead of 3. so okay la. so i went reached there on time gak ah kot. we watched forgetting sarah marshall. we talked aahhh. and he as always dont talk so much. haha. its nice that he hold the door for me and let me walk first. so yeah. hahaha. weird outing i guess. i had a good time la, and get the chance to see him. its just too bad your taken. like you said, either you just wait or hope for something to happen. i might just do both or do nothing. ill wait kot, i mean i had no problems doing it last time. haha but then it was worth it at first, then naahhh not really. not putting any hopes, maybe a little. a girl can dream can she? haha. he send me home, we just hugged and i didnt even try to give him a kiss on the cheek. he said thanks for the day and my reply was youu too man. i mean' youu too man'? dude i could have done better man! haha and zao, read the zahir by paulo coelho. great book. oh and i left my ciggies at home and didnt bother to get a new pack so i didnt smoke today. good job lol

so hey, i might not get the chance to be with you but i'll be there for you. ;)
yeaaahhh too much bon jovi man! hahahaha. lay your hands on meeehhhh!!!.....
im just gonna keep trying and keep moving forward. and if it were meant to be and its meant to be, if not, again keep moooooving forward. hahaha
and im glad that you accept my invitation to go out today.
xx

quote of the day. =)

"To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be." -Anna Louise Strong

quote of the day.

"I think that when we look for love courageously, it reveals itself, and we wind up attracting even more love. If one person really wants us, everyone does. But if we're alone, we become even more alone. Life is strange.” -Paulo Coelho

hey syafiq, this is the one. haha. and sorry about today. all tak jadi, i had high hopes for today too. so its okay la. "we're all in this together" *Start dancing* hahahahaha.

and paulo coelho is great.

night lovers

weee

yesterday was nice day. finally got out of the hse and watched a very nice movie. and then at night i got a phone call and it wasnt a ghost la. hahaha my friend or should i say neighbour! came back from london. the whole familiaaaa... and i was like are you bloody serious? then she said yeah. keluar la. and i went out of the hse. i was like aaaaaaaaaa....... and hugged her and the 2 sisters have grown and kinda haha clingy man. lol and the brother who is my age, hakim also ada! dude i miss you man. hahaha. we annoy each other when we were small. i was so so so happy that you're back here ilya! even for a while pon. so we have to lepak tau tauuu. and hakim it has been 6 years man! hehehe.

tmrw yeay finally, hopefully dapat lepak the three of us. keyna syafiq and i. weee miss you guys man! and during the evening im out with someone. and gotta figure out wat to wear. hahahha. but then again its just him plus he is taken. haha i guess maybe, simple yet pretty la LOL.

hope tmrw would be another nice daayyyy...

'you know you love me, xoxo'

haha. challo

this is shit wey.

http://ap.google.com/article/ALeqM5iHEwkv0TqtCh5_clKFvCZjP5Ik_wD92LB8O00


http://entertainment.in.msn.com/hollywood/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1640074


avril is so not a bloody bad influence. its bloody crap la wey! fuck you la malaysia. gila memalukan the country. assholes.

actually i typed more than this last night then my internet went shitty and now im lazy to type some more. and i have my feedback about this articles. hahahaa! fuck you govt

smile smile

i misss yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu blogspot!! HAHAHAHHA. its true. lol.

apparently the people i 'like' is err taken, so sad i know. hahaha its okay i guess, just live my bloody live. walter is taken by his wat i've heard malay gf. gahaha * green eye* and another guy jengjengjeng, he's very charming but not to me duhh, he also has a girlfriend and so in love with her. but dont know wats the story now. later i go korek2 la. but he is like my ideal boyf, haha. only Mi knows who. so nway went out with brian today and it was nice, wall E is so adorable. i think its a much watch movie to those who are in love, seriously! damn cute weyyy. and brian eats alot man. aha

nothing much is going on now. i failed my papers and yeah daddy got mad. hate taylors, taylors is a bitch. and my accounts teacher, she is a bitch same goes to my maths teacher who is a dude but he is a bitch too. hahaha. and got another presentation to do, which is for econs. i cant screw this one and after raya got moot court and im the defendant lawyer and my partner is brian. hehe.

hope everything goes well la after this. i cant screw anything anymore after this.

Mi i miss you and we are so going for avril lavigne! and cant wait for merdeka bebeh! love you forever.

cant

i like you, but you have a girlfriend. hmm. you wore formal again on wednesday, you look good. had a good view of you cause we had to combine class. my classmates keep calling my name to get your attention. haha they're sweet. until today i still havent talk to you. i want to but i dont know why i cant. today is the last day, next week is the holidays. i wont be seeing you for a week. take care.

idk

he was wearing formal today. he looks good.

just found out he has a girlfriend and she's malay.

yeah. sad i know.

hmm.

i did it for you mi

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them at the end of the post. Notify them at their CBox that they’ve been tagged. Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
25 and above.

2.Study hard or play hard?
study smart, play hard and dont be a retard.

3.Do you believe in true friend?
yeah.

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
not enough

5.Who is the person you trust the most?
Mi, keyna, syafiq.

6.Who is your favourite cartoon character?
kim possible. haha

7. What is your ideal friend?
someone that i can get along with. and open minded ah.

8. What is your goal this year?
get bloody good grades for my course so i can study overseas.

9. What do you look for in a partner?
you gotta be skinny hahaha. and i dont know la. good fashion sense maybe.

10. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
go everywhere in the world. and no more poverty! help the poor!!!

11. When will you feel sad?
when the 'sad mood' comes.

12. A friend you would turn to whenever you're feeling sad?
Mi

13. Feelings you hate the most?
i agree with Mi, LOVE!

14. What is your childhood ambition?
fashion designer. hahahahah!

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?
kinda

16. What do you want now?
to finally have a conversation with walter! haha why is it so hard la.

17. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
people i care

18. People who are going to be hated by you?
if i dont like you, i dont la. hahaha.

19. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
amira - sarcastic, awesome, kind, bestestfriend ever.

20. What do you think about the world?
its just plain crazy man.

Too lazy to tag people ah wey.

ngeh

i dont know why i dont have that enough courage to make a conversation with him, my god. i talked to him once. and dude that made my day.

and i havent been blogging, i miss it but then damn lazy got lot of things to do some more. haih. so nway ill blog when i want laa. hahaha got presentation on monday have to wear formal. dont know wat to wear man. heh. cant wait for holidays. hahaha

oh walter. LOL

take care, xx

hmm

i saw him today, from far three times. but i couldnt really see him properly. he cut his hair. i sound like a stalker, but watever. when am i gonna finally talk to him la.

blue

walter changed his hair colour! and its blue. i havent seen it yet. i hope its nice la kan. and college today was freakiingggg hot man.

this bloody song and the bloody singer makes me melt man.
you're the voice inside my head the reason that im singing.
i need to find you, i gotta find youu....

xx

smile

you put a smile on my face i hope i can put one on yours. ;) God, i just adore you. i saw you three days straight then thursday and today i dont see you at all. so not my day today. if not you definitely will put a smile on my face everytime i see you. LOL. from far i can see you. haha