sweet memories

Today was our last day of Foundation. It was indeed a bittersweet day.

I was the last one to leave the freaking exam hall for Economics exam. I feel like a total nerd but whatever la. Then the next paper wasn't that bad too. Then it was time to say our goodbyes. We took pictures. Then I hugged everyone that was there. Monkeys and I lepak at the mamak for abit, laugh laugh laugh. Then went to see Ms Mary. Ah isn't she the sweetest lady ever! We chat for abit and we hugged. Yes we did, she had her arms open offering us a hug. When we hugged I felt like tears are coming out from my eyes, i mean where else tears would come from anyway. So yeaahh. I somehow feel quite sad in a way. I'm going to miss each one of my classmates deeply including the lecturers that thought us. This is definitely a sweet sweet memory. :) I dont know why but I couldnt cry. I wanted to but tears are not coming out. So all I could do was to just be at that very moment and cherished it deeply.

This is the second time I had to say goodbye to college. Hopefully, which I'm pretty much sure that I'll pass and go to degree next year. Hoping for good grades tho.

Boy, why do I even care too much. But whatever it is I am here, always. I'm still going to hang around. My heart is not ready to let you go yet. And I miss you.

Have a good weekend everyone.
xo.

I just want you to stay.
Please.

exam

I am freaking out a little cause tmrw is the day where I know foundation is ending! Wahliauu, scared sial. Tapi takpe, I'll do my very best yo! Good luck to everyone who is having exams! :) Its only three days, hang in there mates. We'll go through it togetherrrr..

adios, nights.
xo

Happy Birthday Ryo

I'm taking a break from studying to wish Ryo all over my social networking sites. Haha I know, its silly but I don't care. Anyway Happy Birthday Nishikido Ryo!! You are definitely my ultimate dream guy sial. Super super super good looking and dreamy! Some think their dream guys are always perfect but you do have an imperfection, you're not that tall. Haha but still I love you anyways! I'm so lame sial. But your smile never miss to melt my heart (by looking at his pictures ofcourse) You're 25 years old now. Marry me!!!!!! Hahahahha. :D

I know I posted this picture before and this is my favourite picture of him! *MELTS*

And this one too! Aaaaaahhh dreeeaaaammyyyyyy...

Okay I better stop now. But but but, not buts Syaza. Stop it! Okaaayy fine Syaza. Its study time, Nyeehh.

Good night flowers, xo

its saturday

I manage to wake up before 12pm, wohhoo! I been wanting to wake up way earlier but laaazy lah. And thankfully finally! i worked out for atleast 15 minutes. Haha its a good start la you know. Anyhoo, today is a study dayy. Gonna stuff knowledge in my braaaaain.

After finals is over, I can't wait to get my new room done. All white, ah so gorgeous! Hehe.

So remember I talked about stranger, haha I'm sorry I have to call you that my dear. But anyway since I got used to a week of receiving your phone calls everyday, its going to be two weeks nw. Plus its more than one phone call a day, mostly. I got addicted to it. Now without miss I just wait for my phone to ring. And yes remember I told you, you have a special ringtone. Its one of my favourite song by Big Bang hehe. Its called We belong together. Lol. And nowww, I'm confused because I think I like you. Shit. What say you? I dont know. Remember it was suppose to just be a game? Hmm..

I'm glad now that slowly I have been thinking more about positive things. This is good. I want to go party SIM ALTHEA JASMINE! I want to go Malaccaaaaa! Grrr! Like what Jasmine said, Sim can go see the dog. HAHA :P Althea with that creepy Bala dude LOLOL. Ah I love you guys sia.

Why is my post suddenly so emo one? Ee yerr. But actually I feel like I need a good cry. Should have watched Time Traveller's Wife instead of that stupid Jennifer's Body movie. Its a thriller movie, but I laugh as if it was comedy. Ah sorry ah. Certain stuff in it I just find it hilarious. Hehe

Aite have a good weekend everyone.
Later, flowers. xo

notes

I have successfully did part of my notes. Haha. Still more to go. Just finished with Economics tho. After this it will be Media Appreciation. Then the others. I have a pimple under my lips, grr! So not cool kayy. Anyhoo, a few more days till finals then party everyday papaparty everyday. Hahaha, yea la tuuu.

Btw today was my last day of class for my Foundation. Hell I'm gonna miss you people, like what Sim said we were like a family despite all the offended or whatever lahh. Haha. I kinda agree with her. Will miss you guys very much since you know, I practically see you guys every bloody day since January! Hope to see most of you guys in degree! Good luck with finals sweets.

Okay back to studying. Hehe
Later flowers, xo

playlist

I'm gonna be a little bitchy but I welcome this 'somebody' person in my blog very much. And balls, I'm super curious to know who you are. So I would appreciate it if you tell me. Haha. Seriously the curiousity is killing me in a way ah.

I miss listening to Ms Yamagata. Therefore she and Mr.Buble will be in my playlist from now on. My attempt to study was a half success, which is actually pretty good. Yeay me! I been tuning in to Lite.fm, as always they never failed to provide me good music at night time.

So you came back again, not sure how long you're going to stay. But you know I'll never fail to get excited everytime you show your presence. :) And hope you'll listen to the song I dedicated to you.

This stranger person, apparently I get excited telling Mi about him. And Mi I miss you! And screw that bloody asshole with that stupid Gen2! Nway, stranger and i are testing each other to see how long will it take for us to make the first move to call or text one another. I have a feeling I might lose. Haha Oh well. I'm not much of an ego person, so yea.

Anyway, why am I blogging la? I should be studying. But going to bed instead.
Night flowers, xo.

immune

So I basically havent blogged in a while. And SO MANY things happen. Good, bad, medium. Oh well life is life. Anyway I been making lists. I sort some things out for future plans. Finals are coming, in a week. Excited nervous scared sad, you name it. Foundation is coming to an end, can you believe it? Oh dear Lord. Praying for flying colors tho. So I already plan to get a job right after war is over. Need cash for future usage. Hehe basically now, most of the actions are made for the future. :) Btw I'm plannin to go for Green Day in January. I mean its Green Day sial!

I'm still somewhat in love with you but you as always kept disappearing. You make me sad and sometimes you still manage to get me excited everytime when I can feel your presence.
Then a stranger came a long and its somehow making my life interesting. But I'm still uncertain with this situation.

I felt like its just going to be a game. Therefore I have to play my cards right so that I wont fall wrongly. But somehow I felt like you do care a little since you bother to call and text me most of the time and also you are curious over certain things as well. Haha

Aite, thats it. Going to be missing for a while. Gotta study study study.
Take care flowers. xo

If your plan is to actually just play games with me, I'm going to make you fall deep.

NUFAN

FUCK SIAL! No Use For a Name was bloody amazing just now! I swear to God, they are like long live punk rock doh! I'm happy that I went there with them boys. Wohhoo! Awesome shit!