10

Can I have white lilies for my birthday?
Anyone?
:(

Please...

Its 10 days away till my hari lahir.
What do I want for my birthday?
Dont know.

Mi and Alissa are not going to be with me on my birthday :(

Melayu balik

So, my kawan Ilya all the way from London, oopps my bad. Kawan yang duduk di London, commented my blog tanya kata nak cakap Melayu. Haha ini dia your Melayu. Seriously I can't! Shit Melayu balik la perempuan. *talking to myself* Eh tersilap, cakap dengan diri sendiri.

Kegilaan kerana perlu menyiapkan assignment telah berhenti untuk seketika. Tetapi ada, lagi banyak akan datang. Sei sei sei.

Ahh this is so kelakar, but yeah.

I don't really know what to say here, really.

Ciao. xo

Monday

Not going to be my week and its only Monday

Phil and I are planning on a short film :)

My birthday is coming soon? Hmm.. Don't feel like turning a year older. Can I skip my birthday?

POSITIVE THINKING!

shit.

lost in translation

Saya perlu berhati-hati kerana hati ini mungkin akan jatuh lebih dalam. Apatah lagi hati ini adalah mudah pecah, tetapi awak adalah orang yang baik hati dan manis.

Mahu faham apa yang telah dikatakan? Silalah translate kepada bahasa English.

:D

Malay

Mari mari kita berbahasa Melayu. Sudah lama tidak berbahasa Melayu bersama rakan-rakan.

Hows that for starters?

comprende?

All I ask is for you not to call me babe.

I need a picture for that empty frame hanging on the wall in my room.

Should I open the door bigger or just leave the space the way it is for now?
I do want you but I feel insecure.

weekend

How was your weekend? Hmm.. Overall I have to say I had quite an interesting weekend. Went out everyday, Friday till Sunday. And haven't done shit for my assignments. But anyway, I basically learned new roads and I actually can take instructions quite well. I mean twice I had to follow someone's direction through the phone. I'm pretty good at it. Haha. I drove a lot too, quite tiring tho. Today for the first time I drove, had a flat tyre at Duke highway. Almost had to change it all by myself, I did like a quarter part of the work then came a guy to save us. It was raining and yes I was in the rain and I just had my shower that time. Lol, but anyway thanks man. There are actually nice people in this country. May God bless you. Then also it was because my mum dragged me to her friend's place. Then I had to listen to some people promoting their products. There were a lot of products. I just sat there, stoning. Bored as hell. Oh and sadly I didnt go for Super Junior concert last night but I sent my sister, Mi and Iman for the concert tho. And picked them up too. Had someone to company me, which was really nice. Oh and on Friday, had to pick up my drunk brother. But he wasnt that drunk when I picked him up tho. Cehh.. I didnt really know how to explain my weekend. It was weirdly interesting although it was just simple things that happened. And I got to see Ping and Az tho! It was nice la, havent seen Az in ages!

I finally watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and it was a beautiful movie. Had tears in my eyes. And Brad Pitt is one hell of a good looking man.

Getting to know you have been interesting. And you do make me smile, from ear to ear. :)

Night, flowers.
xo

Penelope

I just love this movie. ♥

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you'll never know dear how much I love you
please don't take my sunshine away

smitten yet terrified

Yes I've been saying that to both my social networking sites. This is because I'm afraid on taking this step. Although I actually already did take that particular step. Uncertainty just love to taunt me. Its scary, if you're weak. Really because I am. Since I'm afraid, that makes me a chicken. Since it has been a while about feeling this way, it makes me scared. Opening a door that you have been locked closed in so long is something huge, even though you only open a little. This feeling shouldn't be a stranger, its more of a long lost friend. However, it feels more like a stranger than a friend. With time have been passing like it always do every second, it has become hard for me to believe something can work out well. The way you hope it would be. It almost feels weird that things would work out fine. It is even more terrifying if most things work out fine.
Doubts and uncertainty are cibai.

I'm suppose to be smiling.

oh sunny day

So as you know, of course you do that the world is huge. Different parts of the world have different weather. And in Asians countries most of them are hot. Summer all year baby. But anyway last time the weather was okay. It was acceptable. There's rain, sunny days, cloudy days, etc. However now, its crazy hot. Especially where I'm at, Malaysia. Even us Malaysian can't even stand our own weather, how sad right? When I was in Dubai it was Winter but no snow la. Winter there was good, there's super cold wind with clear blue sky on a sunny day. But then when I got back here, I sweat. When I was there and I didn't sweat at all. Crazy isn't it? The weather now is unpredictable it can be hot as hell in morning and after that it will rain like crazy during the evening. When we had our Malaysian Open just recently, some of the golfers actually quit because they couldn't take the heat. So who do you blame? Haha. We can't blame God, of course we can. He is the almighty God. This is our own fault, because we take advantage of all the things that we have. Some we waste it and never think about the effects in the future. To say that we humans are stupid is a lie because like hello there's like gazillions invention and things that were created by humans throughout the decades by using their freaking brain! Human brains are something huh. If the animal can at least think a little, I think they would definitely want to dig out the human brains and stuff it in their head. Lol, lame I know. Anyway, I'm not really sure what would be a really good solution to this issue but I do see some people trying to make it better. Trying to be "greener". Its sort of late but it isn't too late! Please watch the documentary called "The inconvenient truth" that person in it he gives out interesting facts about the environment and the world. :) I sort of forgotten what was my point for this post but the reason I did this particular topic is because I had to freaking shower three times today because it was hot! Another thing I want to point out is that I'm glad that the people are more aware about the environment. Say no to plastic bags! If I can do that, I'm sure you can too. :D

What an odd post isn't it? Haha.

Later flowers.

Lady Gaga

I like Lady Gaga when she first debuted her song 'Let's Dance'. Then after that I didn't fancy her as much cause I felt like she's sort of ridiculous. Haha but I think I gotta take back my words. Firstly she ain't a slutty poser like Kesha. And her songs are catchy, contemporary and wicked. Then she is definitely different than others. She has her own unique style. I mean like who the hell wears a freaking huge ass shrimp as a head piece? The answer would be, Lady Gaga. Haha. So anyway, I was watching E! News right, then the were showing the preview for Lady Gaga's new music video featuring Beyonce called Telephone. When I saw that little sneak preview I just had to check it out. So I did, and it was 9 minutes long. It was really interesting. Her mind is full of creativity. How I wish I can think more creatively and sorta weird-ish too. So anyway back to the video, fucking hell she doesn't mind stripping naked, okay fine she was almost naked. But somehow it didn't really make her look slutty at all cause I felt like that's how she is. Of course you should know her videos are all only suitable for adults, definitely can't show kids her videos, its too much, lol. I must say her body is so nice and it ain't a size freaking zero! Overall I would say Lady Gaga will be a legend. Seeing her works its amazing although some are crazy but still she is good in what she's doing. So Ms Gaga keep on doing on what you're doing. :)

Telephone - Lady Gaga featuring Beyonce.

Smile though your heart is aching.

So I haven’t blogged in ages. Yes yes, I have said that in my previous post. Nway whoever is reading this, Hi Hello, how are you? LOL. So university has started just recently and guess what I am shit scared. Since I was scared I actually didn't skip anything for the orientation except for the city survival skills I don't really need that since I've been living in the city for my entire life. So yeah. I'm happy to say that my fatty friend, Syafiq decided to join Taylors. Finally balls, last time ajak masuk Taylors with me nak masuk KDU. Haha No offence KDU. So basically like every freaking year I made new friends. Interesting ones too, no kidding. I made quite a number of new friends but I keep on forgetting their names. I do remember some like for example, Daniel, Austin, Jasmine, Sher, Michelle, Charles, Leo, Ramadhan, Shiori, Sean, Joan, another Michelle, Ife, Ali, Zack, Lau, Kevin, Delilah, Joanne, Abner, Justin, Jeng kit? And more I think, I can't recall all. Haha.

And now I'm stuck I have no idea what to say. I need to get back on my writing, I mean I'm a communication student for God sake. This ain't happening. Oh btw OMG I can't believe this. I freaking didn't blog about Dubai at all. I mean come on Sya, Dubai was like amazing. Whenever my friends asked me that was my answer. Dubai was amazing. Hehe. It was a beautiful concrete jungle, even the desert was exquisite. Well I'll continue talking about Dubai when I have the time and the feel to just blabber about it. :) But here's a picture of sunrise in Dubai.

And also I didn't talk about my new beautiful camcorder. But here it is, hehe.


I seriously don't know what else to say.

I know I should move on and get over that particular person who mostly makes me sad and not happy most of the time. I think its time, don't you think so too?

I'm smitten over someone apparently. I hope it isn’t just another game. I don't think the heart can take it, if it’s just another game.

The last two part, contradicts ey? Haha. Life is interesting isn't it?

As always, later flowers,
sweet dreams, xo.

so its been 2 freaking months ey?

So its been 2 freaking months ey? since I last blogged. COOL! I am LAZY, VERY!