Tomodachi

Tomodachi = Friend(s)

And I'm miss my best friend.

A faithful friend is the medicine of life. -Bible, Ecclesiasticus 6:16

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same. -Elbert Hubbard

Want

Someday I'll go to Europe and get myself a copy of this Cherry Blossom painting by Vincent Van Gogh. I must have it.

Don't worry

The happiest people are sometimes the saddest people. Don't you think so?

So why do we hide it, our sadness? Always keeping it and going through it on our own. I guess maybe we are just like that. Sometimes if others know that we are sad, they will feel sad too and sometimes guilty because sometimes they can't help us. But yes they know they are able to be there for us. People around you are here for a reason. Sometimes we are stronger than we think. Just have a little faith I guess and everything will be alright.

Everything's complicated, even those things that seem flat in their bleakness or sadness.
Nick Hornby

I actually think sadness and darkness can be very beautiful and healing.
Duncan Sheik

tick tock

In time the memory that you think will last forever will be gone sooner than you know it. Always keep in mind how time controls almost everything too.

Work work work for now. But I will always manage to sneak in some distractions into it. Aaahh its okayyy.. It will all be worth while soon. Can't wait!

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." -Eleanor Roosevelt

Discovering China

I'm discovering People's Republic of China or famously known as China. My topic is gonna be about global religion. I know I'm not the most religious person but its interestinggg.. And all I have been doing is reading and reading. I need to find that right angle to start writing my essay.

My presentation for this is finally coming and its on this coming Wednesdaaaay!

Lets make it interesting yo.

Good luck to me..

In the attempt to make a really short simple love story for one of my assignment. Hope it goes well. Fingers cross.

Day 29 - 30

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

Relationships are hard. Friends are awesome. Education is yes hella fucking important. And mum is always the best. Anddd driving sucks, always always always have to drive carefully. There's been just to much accidents these days. The movie 500 days of Summer does make sense.

Day 30- Who are you?

I'm just some girl trying to survive the world. Always afraid of the future and think too much. But my best friend told me, I'm the kinda of person who makes the decision for the moment. I make bad decisions. I can say that I'm nice to the people that I care about.

...

To be able to go through it, we have to look forward and have faith?

Its the same shit but different things.

Day 25 - 28

Day 25 - What I would find in your bag

Lip balm, tissues, hair clips, mirror, contact lens casing and solution, purse, phone, hair brush, a book, an umbrella, a fan, keys, etc..

Day 26 - Favorite TV Show

One Tree hill for the win yo. Its the most awesome show ever. The characters in the show are just aaahh I dont know how to say it. Major love for Lucas Scott and Brooke Davis in the show . I like Weeds too. And any Japanese dramas, they just know how to play with your emotions.

Day 27 - What you think about your friends

My friends are awesome, my girlfriends are just super fun la. I have awesome friends, that includes the boys too.

Day 28 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

First kiss was interesting. And my first kiss was my first love. The "love" lasted long but it wasn't fully loyal on both sides. It was an interesting experience I must say.

Continue day 18 - 24

Day 18 → Favorite place in the world

My room is my favorite place in the world.

Day 19 → Something you have created

I just recently created my own short film but its not fully done yet. And its my first time. I'm excited and proud of myself that I did it. Haha. Will show the end product when its done. :)

Day 20 → Photo of something in your home

Cik Lat, my baby cat. She's mine.

Kitty, the newbie.

Cik Yah, my little princess.

Note: My cats aren't that friendly. Haha but they are all pretty. And I have a new kitten! He's a stray cat and he's better and cleaner now.

Day 21- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Sya - My bestfriend, Mi calls me Sya. And Zaidi and Myra calls me that too. But not I mostly heard it from Mi. The other two haven't been in touch. So yeah

Syaz - Its when people find it hard to pronounce Syaza. Haha. Justin and the gang calls me Syaz.

Shazam - Ah yesss.. Ariff in highschool calls me this. And now the boys calls me this too sometimes. They created a new name too. See below

Syaza lingham - Yes what a ridiculous name but this is what Adam calls me. Heh

Syapow - Zac gave me this nickname. It was something worse but he shortened it so yeah.

Pendek (short) - Boon Keat calls me pendek and he pronounced it in a funny way. Haha.

Wan Nur - Thats my name though. My late friend Ilyas calls me this, ah I miss you. And Syafiq calls me this too sometimes.

Kakak - My one and only sister calls me Kakak (big sister)

I'm done.

Day 22 → Favorite clothing

I love skirtssss and dresses. I dress up like a girl but I act like a boy sometimes.

Day 23 → A concert you have attended

I can't recall the most recent one but SWITCHFOOT concert was the BEST! Period.

Day 24 → The last thing you ate/drank
Some chocolate digestive biscuits I bought from Marc & Spencer and plain water.

Good night!

Day 13 - 17

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

I'm not really close to you but we are tight. You tell me things and we can connect in that manner and we have fun and party together sometimes. (I barely party) But anyway, with something that had happened and I wasn't involve but I was there somewhere and I heard about what happened. Then I decided to ask you something simple and I will never judge you although I know what the answer was, but you lied to me. Although it was a yes or a no question still you lied to me with that one word. And now I'm automatically distancing myself from you. I'm sorry that its happening but I can't say its fully my fault. You decided to lie to me. Sad to say I know the truth but I didn't judge that. Lying to me was just hurtful.

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

Hari Raya, 2010. My cats are family too. ♥

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

No iPod but I just shuffle my playlist then.

1. Trembling blue stars- If I handle you with care
2. Rock 'n roll soldiers - Funny little feeling
3. Nada surf - See these bones
4. 22-20's - Shoot your gun
5. Spoon - You got yr.cherry bomb
6. Band of horses - No one's gonna loves you
7. Sterling knight - What you are to me (Nice song)
8. G-dragon - Hello
9. Super Junior T - Rokkugo
10. Beck - Everybody's gotta learn sometimes

80% of them are from One tree hill soundtrack (love the show, my favourite) And the other remain 20% are Kpop. Haha.

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Konichiwa

Day 17 → Your celebrity crush

This is rather difficult. I think I might have quite a lot of celebrity crush. Haha but oh my god I have mad love for Asians so yeahh..

1. All time favourite, his Japanese - Nishikido Ryo (News /Kanjani 8)
2. Recent crush his Thai and a Korean celebrity - Nichkhun Horvejkul (2PM)
3. Anddd his American Korean - Jay Park (Former 2PM member/ AOM crew)
4. And okay lets make it last, his Korean - Lee Ki Kwang (B2st)
5. Lets list one White person - James Mcavoy / Joseph Gordon Levitt

OKAY I'M DONE. HAHA.

The overdue One month challenge

Day 06 - where you’d like to be in 10 years

Doing something useful for myself or others. Basically I hope to live a satisfying life, a stable one please. And if I ended up having children, let them be boys. Haha


Day 07 - A Photo That Makes You Happy

My bestfriend. ♥

Day 08- Short term goals for this month

To finish up my assignments in time of course. Busy busy busy! And do well in them too.

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few day and why

Today, I'm proud or more like happy that I finish shooting for my IDM video assignment. Didn't know I could actually do it, with the help of the boyfriend and the sister btw. Thankyouverymuch.

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

I love happy classic songs! The ones that makes me sing along although I barely know the lyrics. Oh yeaahh.. those songs works for me when I'm happy, bored and hyped. Sad songs like those sappy love songs ah. But when I'm mad, heavy metal for me yo.

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

Urbanscapes 2010
Jasmine, Alison, Kamal, Syafiq, Adam, Me and Amira.

Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr/Blogspot and why you made one

I can't recall how but why because blogging makes it all better sometimes. I like to talk nonsense so same goes to writing ;) Oh yea lets just say its kind of a trend too. Heh.