whats going on?

i found you china boy! aaarr :D i likeeeee...

nway lets talk about last night shall we. 4 drunk girls in one car doesnt go at all man! i should have just leave them at the club and go home. haha and they all will be dead meat. but then i was kind enough to send each of them back ey. but u know what i think whatever happened last night stays there. so might no spilling any dirty details. hahah. but it was an awesomely interesting super crazy and nice night out. haha. we shall do it again after our exams are over. this time we book a hotel room so nobody goes home drunk. then who keeps on vomitting go sleep in the toilet. i wanna dance some more. the dancefloor is calling me. aahh there was hottie that caught my eye last night but that was just that. although there was eye contact a few times but thats it. i was busy anyway. hahaha.. oh well. thank God, i got home safe and nobody actually scolded me. so yeah..

i have to start studying. finals in a few days now..
Mi i miss you skinny! call me! got story story! love you.

i dont know but i'm sorry. i love you but i dont know if i can handle it anymore. im still confused. its killing me love.

xo

i just got back and i had an awesome night. one of the craziest i must say. yes, but i wasnt drunk. i was sober enough to drive everyone back. haha. damn. tell more later. maybe tmrw.

you got me hooked. haha.
sweet dreams, xo.

grr

btw my addiction had stopped somehow. no no not on drugs or smoking nor drinking. hahahaha. hence i dont do drugs. nwaaaaayy, my downloading has stopped. waahh i need it. download, downloaaaadddd, my movieeeeeesssss... i need you.. haha and my freaking microwave popcorn i miss youuuuu!! gaaaaahhh.. that 2 weeks of holiday i must stuffed myself with popcorn and watch as many movies as i could. hell yeah i like.

*and i have to tidy up my room. haih my clothes i apologise for leaving you all on the floor like that, well not literally la but kay nvm.. and me shoes, i'll put you back proper in the box. honestly, i actually cant stand it being there, so messy i cant study. rawr. clean room i need now now.

B52

i wanna start with a wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.. alright now i shall say that today was the last day of my first semester i repeat LAST DAY! hahaha. no college till thursday since thursday and friday i got my final exams. but its aight i can study like madd later..

i had a FANTASTIC day today. not because of jasmine's bday, kay jasmine. hahahah kay laaa because it was her bithday. * i bet you if she read this, she will be damn proud. haha.

first class finished early at 12pm you know! theenn went to eat at AC and lots of people that i havent seen in so long, yes i saw them! jen was there, ben, brian, jen wei, weena, etc. but sadly no walter. sigh.. then according to caryn and jasmine got lots of leng chai thereee.. hehe oh btw, amber, sara, sim and althea were there also. it was a nice freaking funny lunch wey. sara burnt her hair! hahah! bimbo la you sara.

then after lunch we went for 'happy hour' haha. yesssss since it was jasmine's birthday so can make it as a reason to drink. haha but drinking doesnt need a reason aaahh. so nway we went to Hush at bangsar. very nice very nice. it was empty and we were the only ones there. hell yeah we had a blast. we played charades like damn loud and had a few drinks, haha and sim was very kind she belanja us shots. THANKYOU sim, may your God bless you. haha :D nwaaayys it was fun. such a good afternoon to get tipsy. thank God sara was sober enough to drive. and i had to go to the loo all the time lol. then we sent jasmine and caryn at KL central. and we sent althea at the tepi jalan. haha no la we sent her home but then she walkeda little bit cause she said she wants to walk but then she was dizzy. hahah weird la you althea! sim balik herself since her house is just there at bangsar. gaarrr..

after all that fun and crazyness. sara and i went to damai to eat and shisha for abit. kejap jee, like 45 mins like that hahaha.

well now tired tired. might wanna go out with sara later, but dont know yet see how the line goes. haha.

i guess there were a lot of hahas in this post, but whateveeerrrr.. my boy is coming on friday! yeay! cant wait to see you love. and cant wait for friday night man, girls we're sooooo gonna have fun haha. get me all high man! but then dont drink and drive LOL

chiow flowers, xo.

birthday

it was yesterday i tried so hard thinking about the date but i couldnt figured out why. it was because its Arwah Shamil's birthday. Boy, Happy Birthday. I miss you very much yeah. Al-Fatihah.

and today is Jasmine's birthday! happy birthday you crazy girl! haha

today will be another day stuffed with presentation. then tmrw no class yea. haha

aite, i shall go now.

S

answer all the questions with the initial letter of your name. i stole it from jen! hehe its just for fun. im bored and tired.

1. What is your name : Syaza

2. A four letter word : stop

3. A boy's name : sam

4. A girl's name : samantha lol

5. An occupation : scientist

6. A color : soft color LOL

7. Something you'll wear: singlet haha

8. A food : spagetti

9. Something found in the bathroom: soap

10. A place : stadium

11. A reason for being late : im squiffy

12. Something you'd shout : sey la!

13. A movie title : slumdog millionaire

14. Something you drink : sprite

15. A musical group : sugarbabes

16. An animal : squirrel

17. A street name : Taman Setiawangsa

18. A type of car : skyline! grr

19. Title of a song : she holds a key

im gonna sleeeeeeeppp now. chiow.

get me there

i want to feel this again, get me there. i need you, i want you.

then the time shall stop so we can be like this forever

but then again, i dont believe in forever.

may be just as long as we could stay like this.

after that we can dream about, over and over again.

our moments so pure it keeps us alive.

need a vacay

i need a vacation. thinking of going singapore to see ilyas but its kind of impossible because of my dad tho. but then i thought of a road trip somewhere not so far. thinking of cherating or PD. SARAAAA!!! we have to plan our little trip. gaaaahhhh.

i need a rest,
a get a way from here,
i need it, desperately

let me be

let me be, let me be.
i've grown older and wiser
i can think properly
i learnt my lesson, im not stupid
let me have my freedom
dont push me, i know what i have to do
let me be, let me be
i've changed, im better now
im serious about my dreams
i know what im doing
so let me be
i need my freedom
i know what im doing
im no idiot
so dont push me
you might turn me back to the old me
you dont want that do you?
so let me be
im better now, better than you know it
i know how i am now.
im no idiot

technoloshit

well okay fine im not critisizing all the great technologies that were created la. but sometimes it just makes me feeeeeeelll so ridiculously dumb and unlucky when it comes to it sia. for certain technology things aaahh. our ecs project, no video i repeat NO VIDEO. GAAAARRRR, see how sucky that is. so now we are going to act live in class la.. haha really hope we dont suck la, and its tmrw! we only decide today. and i love our group because we can compromise and all. we're all in this together. yeayeayeayy.

now im still at college and its 7pm ALREADY! hahahah first time im at college this late. just now i played pool with amber, kalah 2 games in a row. haha, no mood to playy, no energy sia. i want to sleeeeppp only, damn tired la.

just now my morning sucked. my IT assignment macam bodoh, but now i finished it and sent it already ah. and then because our ecs, so scared that we really screwed it la. but then slowly it got better. my results for human comm made me feel so proud of myself haha, although i know i can do better. and made my day becomes better. but im thankful already. will do better for finals ofcourse.

well im done ah. chiow. xo

hottie

i finally watched angus, thongs and perfect snogging! aaaaahh good movie. for girls ofcourse hahaha.. aiyaaa, the guys in there aaaarrrr smoking hot. sex god for sure. aaron johnson aka Robbie. i got lost in your eyes baby. hahahaha meet robbie and tom

today finally and thankfully everything went well for our ecs project! weeeee.. and we had a nice jamming session just now, god sim i envy youuu, you can sing and play the guitar, raaawrrrr.. nways maybe ill upload the video here when its done. MAYBE la. hahaha.

me and sara

hmm

internet is being a bitch the connection is like cibai you know. its shhhlooowwwww..... haha.. i've finished watching weeds, the whole of season 2.. aaarrrr yyeaaahh. now just waiting for season 3 to finish download which is sooo gonna take a while. well atleast it would make me concentrate on my studying. i hopppeeee...
i want to party and go drinking. grr, hopefully i can la during my coming holidayssss..

i miss you.

oh and Al-Fatihah to my primary school teacher, Teacher Badariah, who passed away today. who is also Aiman's mum. May you rest in peace teacher. Takziah to the family.

friday the 13th BADDDDD

maaahhh cibaaiii. i dont believe in superstituos. HOW THE HELL DO YOU SPELL IT?!! and today is so called FRDAY THE 13TH! and yes yessss bad lucks happened to ME TODAY! firstly was the video thingy with amber. GAAHHH and then just now, i accidently deleted my brother's pictures in the camera when i wanted to transfer my pictures. kimaaaaaakkk aaahhh... STRESS STRESS STRESSSSSS.. i need my sleep to get over this bloody bad lucks. cibai. da la, me and my brother were boding just now on the way back home from college. we were talking about stuff we barely talked about. gahh it was nice then i hadddd to spoilt it. kimakkimakkk

lastly. fuckinghellcibailanciauukimakimaaakkkkfuckfuckfuckkk

STILL IM NOT SATISFIED!

ecs my ass

okay today we had our group project shooting to do and it went all good and stuff. then bad luck happened suddenly all the videos went MIA, kimaaakkk nowww we have to reshoot again on sunday, agagagaa.. on behalf of myself and amber, we apologise. we didnt really know how to work those shits out. the video cam and the imac! gaahhh technology technology.. and the lady at the media hub was abit off aahh, not very helpful at all.
i got some pictures of our daaayy..

jerrenn, sim, jun elle, amber, anna, me.

movies update.

ohh forgot to tell youuu, i've watched finally! american beauty. goooodddd movie! very weirdly kind but awesome. my weeds season 2 has finished downloading. so yeay me! and gossip girl has been very twisted aaahhh.. DAN HUMPREY!!! you aaahh, i dont know wat to say also. and OTH is like always very NICE. eh did i tell you i've watched chapter 27 also. i didnt remember what i said in my previous post. hahaha. now i have fear and loathing in las vegas to watch. and then slumdog millionare also almost finish downloading. then i have also must love dog to watch but i thing theres something wrong with the file thoo. but nvm ill figure out later. hmm lets see what else ahh. i cant remember ahh, since im not using my laptop i cant check my files..

later im going to watch pink panther 2 with sara. yeay! and God, i been wanting to watch this thailand movie, called hormones. haihhh, i want to watch changeling and the curious case of benjamin button. revolutionary road i watched already. i likeeeeee... theenn i want to watch the reader also! waaaahhh so much to watch. hahaha. nvm, after my finals thats what i'll be doing ahh. hehehe

*apparently i enjoy watching all these slow movies and indie movies. its sooooo nice laa.. and yes i love romance movies too, its obvious since i am a girl. hahaha

chiow

college social wtf

omg im using the imac in the media hub at college. hahaha okay fine im abit jakun. i dnt really think i would want one for now, i mean its just too new for me, i wouldnt really know how to use it. hahah. 

nways i've come to learn that sitting alone way freaking infront has alot of advantages. since i dont really socialize much in class but i've been observing my classmates. i study them LOL. but its all good ah. i can concentrate in class and communicate with the lecturers easily. well theres not much drama in class but there is la, its very quiet one. haha. looks can be very deceiving ey. waahh i love the role im playing in the class wey.. i get infos about stuff. ppl say things to me about others that i actually already know by observing them haha. such a funny class,  some of them are still kinda highschool ish kind la. im sorry for a certain friend of mind but its cool la you still have me and the others. i didnt get hooked to anyone. im free and open, so anything can come here and talk to me, bitch talk also can la. hahaha. i dont care if would dislike me because omg i might not like you also. college is just college, there is bigger things outside college. 

the semester is going to be over soon. i ssooooo cant wait sia! i've been working myself off. i want to go drinking or go partying ahh.. i wanna have fun! i've become a bloody nerd in class. like a freaking loner also, apparently sometimes i sit alone in class, FRONT row some more. hahaha. 

as for my social life it has been quiet. i dont go out, if i did i only go out with Sara or Mi. haha so lifeless. andddd i freaking miss ilyas.. i feel like i havent really talked to you in so longgg.. nvm, ill be seeing you online later tonight. =)) weeeee... 

when someone already warned you, stay cautious or just stay away. screw those who are not worth it.

xo flowers.

boys

from left; khalid, my bestfriend in class during highschool, he's funn. min, my stupid annoying china boy. hareez, just hareez haha. syafiq, tetek! hahaha my bestfriend apparently -.-. then me. ahmed, sometimes i call you shah hahaha and he's crazeeyyyhh..

this was one of the pictures from out putrajaya night. haha. you see i was the only girl and they're awesomeeeeeee.. so yeahh.. basically four of them are my favourite to hang with aaahh. lol

stupid people

okay i bought my sunburst ticket already and im really hoping wishing and praying that COLDPLAY will perform for it. but if not that its just isnt my luck. NERD, nidji and Meet uncle hussain can make me feel better so okay la i guess.. i actually dont really care about going or not. haha.. so i recently read a blog post at JUNK about sunburst actual line up and a lootttt of stupid malaysians are complaining about the line up. and i think they are just so ridiculously stupid. i mean pineapple concert tried their best to get the artist that the people want. its not that they dont try at all. and it cost alot of money bringing international acts to perform here. malaysia is not as well know as AUSTRALIA or JAPAN so they sometimes are not sure about performing in our country laaa.. you see like beyonce who almost going to have her concert here and DIDNT! our country made it happen. seee how saddd it is.. haha and we have all these people complaining about the organizers. chill laaa.. if you guys want to see better concert, spend money on other concert dont spend money for sunburst. live in AMERICAN they have BETTER concerts there. no stupid rules like here. haha i think people like that are so shallow and stupid. DEAL WITH IT. my God, malaysians can be really stupid sometimes. it sucked that im one of them. hahahahahaaha..

im praying to God that it would be a nice event ah. eventho i didnt go last year, which i didnt really feel like going but i had the free ticket. hahaha.

chiow

yay

my mid term finished alreaaaaaaadddyyy.. so far it was good. hopefully get nice grades ah. i worked for it. i can sleep early tonight. yeay me. trimmed my hair and now i have a short fringe yeah. kayy i show you how it looks likee.. hahaha it got me vain soo yeaaahh.. shadddaaapp..

i like sara's existence in college.. she makes it nicer. sara cepat kembaannggg.. and your lambo, the bombbb!! hahahaha..

memory pills

i wish there were memory pills so i can eat it and remember everything that i read and learnt. then it would be easy for me to do my exams. just now i had my IT exams, okay fine i studies last minute but i kinda remember half of it but if i remembered all it would be great. there was this one question kimak, i knew the answer but during the exams i didnt know shit about that particular topic. how cibai right. gaaahhh.. i screamed in my room when i found out what the answer was. hahah. so again i repeat i wish there were some kind of memory pills. i have another two more papers for my midterms. i hope i'll get nice grades for it, insyaAllah. i am going to study as hard and as smart as i can. i actually studied english and did some exercise. im so proud of myself. haha i swear to you i am a freaking lazy ass. i have a movie review to finish hopefully will be finished by tmrw, ofcourse i have to, its due on wednesday at 8.10am! haha.

my movies have to put on hold, im sorry. i have like 3 movies downloading and its finishing in a couple of days, yeaaayy an weeds too! i will limit myself on not just finished the whole thing in one daaayyy..

wish me luck. night flowers, x.

random bored shit

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
sweetest goodbye by maroon 5

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
take me as i am by wyclef jean feat sharissa =)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
songbird by eva cassidy

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
henry nearly killed me by ray lamontagne

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
mannequin by britney spears

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
I'll see it through by texas

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
letter read by rachael yamagata

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
i'll find a way by rachael yamagata

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
gone away from me by ray lamontagne

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
God only knows by the beach boys

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
amnesia by britney spears

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
1963 by rachael yamagata

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
blur by britney spears

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
sarah by ray lamontagne

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
be here now by ray lamontagne

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
reason why by rachael yamagata

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
moments with oliver by racheal yamagata

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
faster by rachael yamagata yamagata

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
within you by ray lamontagne

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
both sides now by joni mitchell

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
sometimes by gabrielle

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
christmas is all around by billy mack

Tagged by Syafiq R
I tag : 1 to 10 i tag Nobody. lazy ah.