i slept peacefully last night. thankyou for not disturbing me.

Captain

i got a new kitten. white and the eyes is one brown and one blue. the name is CAPTAIN or Cap or Cappy. its so cute. we almost lost him just now, he is little. hehe, that reminds me i have to go check on him before he go poo-ing everywhere.

*blog has been edited due to wrong spelling!!!!!!! hahaha got confused with the malay and english spelling. i apologise.

im tired, i couldnt sleep last night. why do you have to come and disturb me. i was trying to help my cousin. im not disturbing you. please let me sleep peacefully. im really tired.

movie list.

New movie list. (downloading)

Bella
Penelope
Quid Pro Quo
Stop Loss
The Air I Breathe

Still havent watch

Becoming Jane
Kinsey
No country for old men
Manhanttan

In Cinemas

Mama Mia!
KAMI
Love Guru

blogging and movies is helping me to kill the precious time. i havent smoke in a while. im gonna stop. i hope. i have to start praying and communicate with God. i saw Mi just now in her school uniform at her aunt's house. hehe, nice to see you skinny bitch.

"One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving." Paulo Coelho - The Alchemist.

im on my so called vacation. a week of no college and in a few days raya is coming.

currently reading The Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho.

lots of love xx

breath taking

"The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain." -Lord Byron

23 sept 08
economics paper was unexpected, i thought it would be easier but it was difficult. but i did the best i could. and as for english i almost gave up. the listening comprehension makes me feel like im my mom, cause she kinda have 'sound trouble'. it was difficult too. as for the extended response part WTF is design babies? i wanted to go against it, but for the sake of wanting to get high marks i had to support it. there were more points to support the technique. tuesday was a difficult day, a day were i almost gave up. i finally talk to Mi after a week of not seeing her. it was nice, i had ALOT to tell her. never ran out of topics. i saw Walter. and he made me, miss zao cause everytime i see him i'll think of zao. in weird way i think they kinda look alike. =) so that night i decided to call him, and i did. we talked or should i say i talked alot, as always he listens. it was nice talking to him since i miss him.

24 sept 08
accountingshit paper. i didnt know shit. i waited until someone decided to go out from the exam hall then only ill leave the hall. which i did, i left early and went straight home. my mum told me something which i didnt get what she was trying to say to me until buka puasa. then i know why. alissa darling, im here for you, always. like a baby he became, a talking machine, a man who is trying to discover the world and a person who have lost himself. that was a trageday, it was a shocked to everyone. no matter how manly you are you cant run away from it. tears will still fall down if you care for him. eventhough im not that close but i felt it. he is family. i became strong. 2 hours i took care of him. stayed in the hot mini car, being his companion so that he can reach his destination listening to things that he has to say. restarting things that he wish he could and apologising to every mistake he think he has done. i was trying to figure out what he wants to say, tried to understand him but i couldnt he was in his own game world. but i see he envy the people around him, he felt like he is a disappointment. he put pressure to himself trying to impress the people he really care about. i thank God for creating humans that have a heart that cares. the people who love him stayed all night to take care of him. making sure he is safe.

25th sept 08.
today was the day i got confused, felt sick, lost and worried. i left my formula sheet for my maths paper. i didnt study at all, was having a difficult nighit. i reach the hall i sat, i felt sleepy. i read for 10 minutes then i fell asleep. i slept for an hour and woke up. realizing this guy is about to leave the hall, which is tempting to me. i waited for half an hour. i went to the loo and sat in the hall like an idiot. it was freezing cold. the clock reached 8.30 and i said im done. i left the hall. i didnt know anything, i told you i was lost, i couldnt think at all. but i've learnt all that before. today he was abit more quite compared to last night. i saw his face today, it was different maybe because at that moment i was watching him closely. i got scared, i was scared that i might lose him. i wanted to cry. i looked a way and told myself it will be fine. im actually staying up right now, scared that he will wake up from his sleep. i hope he is having a sweet dream and wake up tmrw and feel much better. i know that he is tired, he slept twice and the pills is helping him to sleep. he was like a baby.

additions.
i need some discipline. i know i wanna change to become better but heck i didnt really know anything about it. i have the intention but not action. i dont wanna be like those people who just say things but never do it. yesterday and today have been an experience. i fucked both my accounting and my maths exams. i got lost. especially for maths. i wanted to post my blog since tuesday but i got annoyed with the person disturbing me in my cbox. i had a thought the other day its more like a dream. i wanna write a book as an achievement in life, atleast one book. a book where it will bring an impact to a person's life.

this is the time where i need comfort, i know i want to. but i dont really bother to try that hard to find comfort. its okay. i just need a day out with anyone.

"The more you care, the stronger you can be." -Jim Rohn.

ps. if theres spelling error or grammatical error, i apologise. people make mistakes.

please dont

"The courage of life is a magnificent mixture triumph and tragedy. A man does what he must, in spite of personal consequences... in spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures.. and that is the basis of all morality." -John F. Kennedy

im lost.
i need to find my path back,
where is it?
im confused and tired.
again im lost.
talk to me please.
i need you.

i want him to recover and be himself. God please bless him as you are the Mighty God and the Most powerful. time shall heal all wounds but make it fast dont let all the hope to disappear. if love and company is what he needs, then we shall give all we got to make him become a better person. you God have all the power to heal anything in the universe, as your humble servant help me as you are God with the power of love and forgiveness. you are Greater than anything in the undefine universe.

Now I have found my courage and i've become stronger. this is the time where i dont want to breakdown and cry. this is the time where we have to be strong for him to recover and to help him find his way and to care for him. we may cry in silent but we are strong, God will help us along the way. Allah Maha Esa lagi Maha Penyayang. Im still a mess but i found away to avoid becoming a mess. I am here for him and his family and for us. like you said we are one, this is us, we are humans.

Ohana means family, nobody gets left behind or forgotten.

BITCH

AKU BENGANG. im soo annoyed with people hacking my cbox. fuck you! gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... parasite, get the hell out of here. its like a horrible diseases alssooo.. eeewww disgusting sad fuck. i pray to God that you'll fall down the stairs and break your arm. AMEN

ME

it only say positive stuff about me. hahaha! it might not all be true but it makes me feel better, hahaha!

What Wan Nursyazalina Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

ngeehh

Legal studies DONE for today. Alhamdulillah it was okay. cause i did something rather than just sleep. so hopefully Insyallah i'll pass this paper laaahh..

BTW MI!!!! i hate to call u aahh. tak angkat! nways alissa is having holidays already. now until next week. and ehem her bday is coming. bila nak karaoke? after or before raya eh?.. pastu i didnt cut things of with FARTZ. haha. ur too busy studying (tgk GG haha) for me to update you, gaaahhh.

cant wait for Thursday LAST PAPERRRR!!!!! HOLIDAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!! RAAAAYYYYAAA!!!!...

Tmrw ECONOMICS damn man, i need to get atleast a C, B would be good an A would be great! haha. and also ESL. i'll be seeing walter for Econs. hihihihi... :D

"They can because they think they can." -Virgil

chiow. x

messy

im confused, uncertain, lazy, careless, and etc. basically all the negative stuff la. tmrw my trials starts so im gonna suffer for four days. i just wanna sleep and only wake up when its all over. seriously. im still a mess. cant be in any serious relationship at the moment. i wanna have my time first until i feel better about myself. just wanna spoil myself and watch lots and lots of moviesss... i need a holiday. ggaahh. May God bless me for tmrw until thursday. im out. x

Nick Jonas stole my heart dohh.

frtz =)

1 more day till trials. die die.

weird dream ey

afternoon yaw. haha i poteng college today, very the lazy. nways i just woke up like half an hour ago. omg i just realize that i've been having weird dreams hahah! last night, there was walter in my dream but its almost like real cause he only walked past me and i realize it was him and was so excited cause i havent seen for a long time. hahah lame? i know. then guess who else was in my dream NICK FREAKIN JONAS!! wth?!?!?!! we were singing and dancing together in my dream. ahahah no those club dancing, ballroom dancing which i lovee so much. and my dreams damn i can dance! hahaha. God the most weird dream ever man! sorry faritz didnt dream about you pulak. hehe :D later im gonna bake cookies. im doing the cookies business again this year, i just started last year so yeah. i only bake chocolate chip cookies and cornflake cookies. if anyone wants to order let me know. haha. its delicious yo!

okay talk more later, gtg and study!! 2 more days of horror!!!!!!!!!..

x

cute

3 more days till the days of horror. gaaaahhh..

-U'll see a hero will come and search for you-

-dont worry i hug u everytime mah-

when u'r being all cute and sweet ur english go all broken. but i still find it cute, its cute that u try. hehe. mwaaahhh, kisses for you fatty. =)

saya suka. lol

how was my day? it was fine. i didnt fast today. couldnt take the hunger. so i went the cafeteria and bought food. and i ate in class. Az was fasting. hahah sorry babe. my classmates all usik me cause i tak puasa. haha. damn u guys. nways i skipped legals cause i lazy the very much. so i go see my mum at midvalley cause she asked me to. then went home. and watch a lot of tv. one tree hill made me cry again, sad episode, seriously. and i miss arwah Ilyas and Shamil. (Al-Fatihah). and my baby Cik Teh too. then to release my sadness i started singing infront of the mirror. hahaha hell it was fun, very the helpful you know. shit Mi nanti we have to go karaoke-ing man! aaaaaa... faritz again. weeeee =)
honestly is just so hard to find a beautiful guy like this in Malaysia. no offense but its true. hahaha. he has sexy eyes and lips. and theres something about his hair make me like him even moreeee.. hahhaha.
i just realize that i've never talked about Bow Wow. gaaaahhh me like him, he very the sexy. look at his smile, so gorgeous. i like him since he was so called lil bow wow, now he's no more lil. he's a big boy now. hahaha

im sorry Mi, i didnt tell you. love youuu..
xx

pics

ELLEN DEGENERES AND PORTIA DE ROSSI
portia look sooooo preetttyyy. they look good together. may you both live a wonderful life.

Megan Fox supported Shia LaBeouf
weeyy im jealous, shia is so hot, omgggg.... im melting im meltingg....

"Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker"

4 MORE DAYS TILL TRIAL. aaaaaaaaaaa...!! @#$%^&*()&$@#@%^

faritz =) haha

update

last night, went for buka with keyna and syafiq at la bodega. syafiq picked me up. what a nice dinner. hahaha then we went to baskin robins and ate ice creams and some cookie original egg tarts, or wtv u call it. haha. keyna asked us to try. it was yummy the tarts. ohh thats this cute guy at starbucks, 'kening tebal'. hahha. he knows we were looking at him cause he looked, and kinda malu. anything else that happened will just keep it to ourselves lah. and last night was my last time of smoking. im gonna throw away my ciggies. i love the fact that finally i get the chance to spend time with keyna and syafiq. love you guys wey!

"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart." -Elizabeth Foley

today, went to do my ic since i lost my purse. first went to the police station then went to maju junction for my ic. daddys driver drop me. but then i went home on my own. i walked around there trying to find the star lrt. hahaha went the long way cause i cant remember where it is. stupid i know. but its okay. i was save. then at home i just online the whole day. then sleep, then buka then now. so yeah. tmrw got accounting test but didnt study yet. aahh damn it. oh and my new ic picture, i loooookk faaaaaaaaattt man. haha.

and some asshole is spamming my cbox, saying his my boyf. get a life la fucker.

chiow x

sweet 16

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAYYY TO Nicholas Jerry Jonas , SWEET SIXTEEN SEXY!!!.. AHAHAHAHA. HUGS AND KISSES FOR YOU. lol seeing him in a suit, shirts and ties, and vest. oh god he is just damn sexy. but still he's 16 only. haaaa.

library

im in the library and its cold and im hungry. haha. last night i went for buka at Mi's grandparents hse. aiman was there. it was nice and funny. i sat on a chair that only have 3 legs and suprisingly i can balance it. haha the funny part was i didnt realize it until aiman told me. nethier of us realize it, so it was shit funny. i sat on the chair like wat 15minutes plus. hahha. then they serve dinner after terawih and stuff pastu there's this fish head where u can see the teeth. hahaha, it was wicked cool. minzy Mi's cousin was disgusted with it. and she said 'eeee ayam ada gigi'. hahah and its actually ikan man!. god it was funny. wat a funny berbuka.

just now for econs class, i did a presentation for an essay of my favourite topic. market practice. and i presented it very well. aaahh im so proud of myself and pn Nor said i have the talent to be a teacher. haha, funneeyyhh.. lol.

i might develop a crush on someone after a long time not wanting to like anyone, except walter. hahaha. i do miss mj la. heh. today buka at pavilion with keyna and syafiq, yeeeaaayy. cant wait!

talk more later2, im shit hungry.

xx

funny morning

good morning yo. haha, this morning my brother asked me to helped him to fill up the petrol for the Myvi. so i did my first time ever. haha but before that i have to reverse the honda so i did it was fine first then i reverse the Myvi. then i drive bacak the hond into the porch and while i was reversing the honda i bloody hit the basketball pole. hahhaa wth wey thankgod nobody saw it and nothing major happen to the car, just a scratch. sorry abg ajim. second time ur car kena. before this kena the tong sampah punya tempat. haha. then i drove the Myvi to the gas station and guess wat i have no iea where's the button for the tempat minyak. i asked for someones help to help me find it. hahaha kinda embarassing tho, plus it wasnt my car so forgive me and thats the first time i have fill up the petrol. then after that i almost hit a guy. im sorryy dude!! so yea, apparently everything all i want to langgar la. haha. im such a terrible driver, mcm mana nak dapat license ni. talk more later yo.

xx

sunday

first time today i went to the police station to make a report cause i lost my ic and my L license. haha, it wasnt that hard tho. before that went to bangsar village company mum to pick up her jewelleries. then bought a book by guess who, Paulo Coelho. hehe. last night or should i say this morning i watched Smart People. good movie. there's this funny cute part.

Lawrence : "Why do you want to have a baby with me?"
Jennifer: "Cause you dont properly know how to use a condom."

hahaha. ellen page is in it.

16 september, Nick Jonas's birthdaaayyy. =))
talk more later. x

shits

today went out with Mi and her mum. i met them at sg wang. first i thought i just gonna company Mi and just browse for dresses. in the end i end up buying a new outfit and a dress for prom. thanks to Mi's mum for my prom dress.. love love it. then went back. helped mum. the grandparents and cousins are coming for buka. then my dad got back and scolded me cause i was the reason he got stuck in the bloody cause i switched the touch and go without telling him. my sister is bloody bitch who is so fucking useless. i told her to tell daddy but then she didnt. wat a fuck right same goes to my maid i asked her to remind my sister. both cant be trusted. my dad got so angry, wtf la. and yeah i cried. sorry im weak at this part. always. then my grandmother pulak scolded me saying next time dont this la that la. watever la, u dont know wat was really going on. ish gila fucking annoying okay. i felt like everything is just falling part. and trials is coming real soon. i need to pass this shit course and make sure ill qualify to go aussie. haih. hate this shit.

im proud of myself i didnt smoke for a week already. i still have ciggies in my bag but i didnt touch it eventho i got so fucked up just now. hope i can stay away from it.

"The best way out is always through." -Robert Frost

nites, xx

yeeeaaayy finally i changed something in my blog. the fonts is all so colourful kan kan? weeee... and i put up new songs. enjoy!~~

etc

its friday so let me tell you how i have been feeling. its been bloody tiring. i lost my purse on monday and on wednesday my cat died. so not my week ey. everything thats mine all gone. last year my camera and phone. this year 'love' gone, purse, Cik teh and my discipline. gaaaahhh. fuck wey. im in love with nick jonas right now. haha God im like a kid. nwayssss.. trials is in 9 days. gaahhh. im gonna dieeeee.. i just watched My Blueberry Night. aaawww its so cute.. love it love it. and did i mention i watched Lost in Translation few days ago. aaaaaaaaaahhh this is one is funny and adorable. and the Japanese they're funny in the movie. hehe. and OTH is getting better and better and always have a way to make me cry.



My room is a mess. my shoes and my clothes is not properly organized. and my accessories and make up too. apparently everything is just messy. haihh. will clean it up after trials, that means before raya. haha. oh well, and Mi im sorry u have to layan my so called friend. who is kinda annoying and very irritating. hahaha and so broken the english ey? told you it was a wrong move to give your number. dekat Msn also he can make you go crazy. sad to say i had to blocked him because i just got so annoyed. too many questions, god that is so annoying. i hate it when people ask me questions that they ALREADY KNOW cause i TOLD them. that annoys me big time. and dont ask me stupid question. and my sister loves to ask me a lot kinds of question and guess what, she get all the stupid answers from me cause she just annoy me. i've been lazy. im suppose to be studying right now. cancelled my tuition twice already. which is actually not a good idea. i just got so tired because of fasting. and i see all those chinese in college eating. gaaahhh gila annoying okay. i can smell those tasty food, fucker. when i swear when im fasting some of my friends will say dont swear you're fasting. and ill be like so wat. haha its true its not like im eating or koreking my hidung or anything. lol. tp pahala kurang la.

oh oh!! i watched the VMA just now, dudeeee Pink was awesssoommeee.. she's so good i tell you. and Rihanna is just freaking hot wey. and Jonas brothers, was great also. Congratulations to miss Britney Spears. i solute you, 3 awards in one night. I respect you man! no shit. a lot of people watch you in televisions. watching your screwed up life. see how miserable you have been. and how fucked up it is. drugs, losing your children, party2, rehab, shaving your head, drunk driving, not wearing panties haha and etc. but you still got your talent. eventhough your life was like shit before. you proved it when you won 3 awards at the VMA. it shows that no matter fucked ur life is, you can move on and make a better life and dont live the past life. i've never looked down on you cause i know you still got it inside. and yeah man you make me proud. *i feel like her mum pulak, talking like this. haha.



okay gtg now. gonna study or sleep maybe. hahaha. challo.

xx. 9 days more till trials.

Love bug by jonas brothers

Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missin' part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless,
over the edge I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
[I can't get you out of my mind]
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
[You don't even, don't even try]
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak Hopeless, breathless
Baby can't you see?

Now I'm...
YEAH, OH

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again
Ohhh Lovebug again



**aaaahh this song is so cute. aaahhh nick why are you sp prettyyyyy.. grrr..

R.I.P Cik Teh

i love you forever. im gonna miss you so much. My baby is gone. now i have second thoughts about dogs. why do you have to eat my cat of all cats man. 6 dogs vs cik teh obviously he cant win right. God if only i was awake at that time i could have save him. i dont care about getting hurt i wish i could have save him. baby im gonna miss you. you are my dirty baby cat. now, im gonna miss bathing you, korek your telinga buang your taik mata, giving you medicine. =( i love you. and i just remembered i promise to take you for a ride but now da tak sempat. damn it the other day you jump into the car and taknak keluar. it was abit unlike you. i should have just take you for a ride that night. im sorry cik teh.

"Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. " -
Isaac Asimov

Boleyn Girl:

The other Boleyn girl, done. fantastic movie. greed and selfishness will never give anyone happiness.

Missing

i think i lost my purse i just realize it this morning. i just got home and i couldnt find my purse. have you guys seen my purse? aarrghhh.. this sucks kay my ic is in there. fuck la..

touch

i just read my friend's blog about his gf moving away. god it was so touching. things happen for a reason man. God knows you can handle it. just hang it there justin.

like wat plato says : 'at a touch of love everyone becomes a poet'

im hungry man. puasa puasa, cepat la berbuka. this saturday buka with keyna, syafiq, acoi and pejai. yeeeaaayyy rinddduuuu... hehe.

omg and yesterday i just discover that the bloody technology is amazing but sometimes it can be plain useless. hahaha but yesterday i was damn jakun with the headphones that got mic. haha then i talked to Mi... im damn lame, i know. cant help it man.

i aim to quit smoking but then im still trying. hopefully yeaahhhh... havent smoke since saturday. but then i only smoke like on cig je a day.

"Only sick music makes money today." -Friedrich Nietzsche.

13days mooorrrreeeee...

woot woot

i just realize just now i posted my 100th post. ahahah. kinda cool ey. CONGRATULATION to muaaa... hahaha, *pop champagne, cameron diaz style in what happen in vegas. haha.

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." -Judy Garland

"I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more to be than a good dancer." -Friedrich Nietzsche

most girls are searching for their own prince charming. im just searching for my very own Lucas Eugene Scott. =) it is impossible, but life i all about a journey to achieve your dreams and to find yourself and understand reality.

*i think i read too much of Paulo Coelho's books, lol but i wanna read moreeee...
14 days more for trials.

x

=')

One tree hill always have a way to make me cry.

moviemania

i just wanna watch my movies and put studying to rest. i still have 6 movies to go.
1. becoming jane
2. smart people
3. kinsey
4. the other boleyn girl
5. lost in translation
6. no country for old men

im waiting for the dutchess. and guess wat one tree hill season 6 episode 1 is out already. and damnit i wanna watch gossip girl!!.

but then i have to STUDY FIRST.

any nice movies want me to watch just let me know. and gone in 60 seconds damn stim wey, the cars makes me cry. and eleanor Ford Mustang GT500 is a beauty.

sweetdreams. x

im lost in my own world and i have my freaking trials in eerr 15 days? yeeaahh im dying here!

nick jonas.

this motherfucker is sexy. ahahaha just look at those muscles, my god. his lips is sexy and those steamy eyes, and that hair. God! ahaha i know he is like a kid. i think he's what 16 years old? aahaha. age is just a number. look at demi moore and ashton kuther, nothing can stop them. like what my classmate said, he's so fuckable. hahaha dang man. stim babi. i know i sound abit sick. so wat. but too bad he wants to be a virgin until he get married apparently all of the jonas brothers are. but hey sometimes people change right? haha. if you're ready call me LOL

im hungggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrryyyy.....
and i wanna eat my dunkin donuts!!!!
cepat la time buka.

Humans are the only animal who can have sex over the phone. -Dave Letterman

aint it true? haha. shit wey i became lazier and lazier day by day. all i wanna do is just sit around and do nothing or sleep. my god! i dont know wat to do and say anymore. fuck la. and trials is like sooooooooonnnn.. and thankgod daddy found a way for me to go to collge for trials since the freaking paper starts at 7 bloody AM! so yeahh. hope to have a nice day today and hope it wont be a hungry day since im fasting today. hahaha.

good day. x

picture perfect

good day mate. lol. i havent blog in awhile. and i miss it. nways today is the fourth day of puasa and i still havent puasa yet. okay okay tmrw ill start fasting. nways. last week was a hell of a week. went out from thursday till sunday and all with Mi there. Mai's bday was okay, i get to see khaira! and didnt get the chance to finish my cosmopolitan and Mi didnt get the chance to even taste her apple mojito. maybe next time yeah? avril's concert was okay. it was awesome but not too awesome lol. she is cute haha. omg and guess wat Mi fucking fainted in the bloody LRT okay! shit yeah i was damn worried i almost cried. thank god she fainted like a minute camtu. merdeka eve ngehh it was just nice it wasnt all that. and Mi im sorry you couldnt get in, curse you China White. on sunday went back and picked alissa up and lepak at my hse. haha. that weekend was the last weekend to go out and stuff. after this is just study study study. damn it. i have to pass this shit course. and yesterday my presentation sucks. thank God my lecturer gave me another chance. so im not gonna screw it this time. and today i ponteng, i got damn tired so i just sleep. and i spoilt myself with mcd. hehe. and Al-Fatihah tp Az's grandma, may she rest in peace babe. i helped mum cooked today. gahaha. i have to puasa and loose some fatssss... like wat Mi said im 'chubbier'.. sorry to lazy to blog in detail. well a picture is worth a thousand words right? and there's a lot of pictures so make your own story. lol

18more days till trials. shit

this are some pictures from thursday till sunday, enjoy!

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. -Elizabeth Foley

xx

fat

im fat. damn man i feel fat. been eating like a pig. gotta stop eating, dont know how im gonna puasa la like this. i didnt fast today and yesterday. its the time of the month maa. haha. not gonna fast again tmrw. shittt, gotta loose some fats mate.

20 more days till trials.

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