FINALLY I FINISH THAT BLOODT DRAFT! IM THE HAPPIEST HUMAN BEING ON EARTH TODAY! YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA MAN! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes!
HAHA wtf. so nway i kinda stink right now, havent mandi yet. haha im supposed to be in college now hahah, fuck it. legal is only at 1pm now its like 9.50am. so i have to go mandi and go there and pass up this shit. had to lie to daddy saying that my class start late. haha. sorry ms rajani for missing your class right now haha. pn nor and mr chin im sorry i have to miss your class also later. heh.
i was singing like some crazy fucker just now cause i was freaking happy! hahaha. da la pagi2 buta. lol.
but then thursday got econs test, oh shit. i seriously have to score this test!
chiow fuckers.
xx
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
geram
motherufucking legal draft havent finish yet. cibai da la susah. internet is suppose to be very helpful and the books too. but noooo. its not. fucker lah. i hope it can be done by tmrw. the bloody deadline is tmrw. die la like this. tmrw, im skipping english and go college like late ah. hate college.
daddy wont be home for a few daysss, aaahhh nak mabukk.. college is freaking stressful!
*Sorry rahimi didnt pick up ur phone call this morning, my phone was on silent and i was sleeping. =( i hope you'll have a blast in bali!
xx
daddy wont be home for a few daysss, aaahhh nak mabukk.. college is freaking stressful!
*Sorry rahimi didnt pick up ur phone call this morning, my phone was on silent and i was sleeping. =( i hope you'll have a blast in bali!
xx
beauty and the beast
awesome awesome awesome show! hahaah with some extra part, gahahahaha! so anyway. before beauty and the beast. amira came over and we went to urbanscapes. syafiq picked us up. well there was acoi who is like a chick now. his hair is like almost the same length as mine! grr and shah who is currently botak and suppose to be kurus by now ahaha. and arif with his skinny jeans haha! like those indie ppl. syafiq normal je ah like always. so went there and bought a dress and slipper and we watch the other side orchestra performed. well they were cool but then the vocalist's voice is just okay la. haha and there were some stupid things too. some guy with a red long jaket, he's like walking and as if like 'im here to conquer the world, muahahahaa'. some alien freak maybe. saw johan, hot as always haha and choin, he was nice as always hahaha. there was err sorry to say a fat chick but i salute her cause shes not embarrass to jump jump and enjoy the performane. may god bless you haha. i saw my cousin, which amira said he's hot. yea i know he is hot, he's my cousin haha. and everyone was looking for adrian yap, i mean who the fuck? i dont even know how he looks like haha. it was som game they had kena cari adrian yap. and then mi and i took a picture with ADAM C!!! aaaww he's cute, he got freckles -_-" i didnt know that, the tv covers his freckles haha!
then syafiq sent us to the monorail station then went home, rushing kot. hahaha so we get ready and rahimi was early *so u know if you go on a date with him he wont be late la. haha so anyway ekey was there like 10 ke 15 minutes later. and we who have the tickets were late. hahaha. i wore the dress that i just bought. lol so we met at starbuck klcc and walked to convention center. was hungry tho. haha then while waiting for the show to start amira was talking to ekey. so i talked to rahimi, i cant believe i talked alot okay. ahaha. and aaww he's so fun and good looking =) haha. i love the way he talks. lol.
the show was better than i expected it to be la. it was hilarious man and damn cun la. i really loved it. and beauty and the beast is the best among all those fairy tales stories. belle is so pretty! and the prince IS NOT hot! omg wtf la kan. i expect him to be good looking, ceh. apparently the climax sucks, cause the part where the beast was about to change to the prince suddenly it stopped. * IM SORRY BUT THERE IS SOME TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES, WE'LL BE BACK SHORTLY. hahaha i mean WTF haha. gila potong dohh. but then my hands was nicely held by someone. he smell good man. =)
the show ended, went see syahir and the gang. well i was abit hyper i have no idea why and they keep on asking if i was drunk. people i did not consume any alcohol that night okay! haha. i know i look like i am cause i couldnt walk properly heh. seriously dont know why i was hyper, maybe cause i had a good time, i dont know man. haha so nway after that everyone had to go. well i wished we could lepak the whole night but too bad ah tak dapat lol. ekey went home with the gang. my brother pick us up and rahimi took a cab. i was a bit concerned about rahimi ah cause its KL! rempits everywhere. and thank God he got home safe, so yeah. wanted to kiss him on the cheek, lupa la. haha, well thanks for the night too rahimi ;)
we got home i made a bed for mi and i to sleep the ate, cause laapppaarrr. and talk talk like always. and amira fell asleep first. ceh. haha its because i was talking to rahimi on the phone haha. he's so nice we talked a lot. he told me its fun hanging out with me. right back at you man. theres this one part agak potong ah, he said amira's name instead of mine when he asked me to call him back cause he had to talk to his mum haha, wth i didnt say anything ah. hahah gila out doh . but its cool.
sorry mi cause i keep on jumping to topics hahahaha. THANK YOU MI for beauty and the beast. everyone had a good time. i was happy to get to know rahimi. aha. LOVE YOU MI. you're the bomb babe. and poor you, forgot to take pictures. im sorry cause i also forgot. haha
my apologies if theres some errors, its normal la kan human makes mistakes. lol
xx
then syafiq sent us to the monorail station then went home, rushing kot. hahaha so we get ready and rahimi was early *so u know if you go on a date with him he wont be late la. haha so anyway ekey was there like 10 ke 15 minutes later. and we who have the tickets were late. hahaha. i wore the dress that i just bought. lol so we met at starbuck klcc and walked to convention center. was hungry tho. haha then while waiting for the show to start amira was talking to ekey. so i talked to rahimi, i cant believe i talked alot okay. ahaha. and aaww he's so fun and good looking =) haha. i love the way he talks. lol.
the show was better than i expected it to be la. it was hilarious man and damn cun la. i really loved it. and beauty and the beast is the best among all those fairy tales stories. belle is so pretty! and the prince IS NOT hot! omg wtf la kan. i expect him to be good looking, ceh. apparently the climax sucks, cause the part where the beast was about to change to the prince suddenly it stopped. * IM SORRY BUT THERE IS SOME TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES, WE'LL BE BACK SHORTLY. hahaha i mean WTF haha. gila potong dohh. but then my hands was nicely held by someone. he smell good man. =)
the show ended, went see syahir and the gang. well i was abit hyper i have no idea why and they keep on asking if i was drunk. people i did not consume any alcohol that night okay! haha. i know i look like i am cause i couldnt walk properly heh. seriously dont know why i was hyper, maybe cause i had a good time, i dont know man. haha so nway after that everyone had to go. well i wished we could lepak the whole night but too bad ah tak dapat lol. ekey went home with the gang. my brother pick us up and rahimi took a cab. i was a bit concerned about rahimi ah cause its KL! rempits everywhere. and thank God he got home safe, so yeah. wanted to kiss him on the cheek, lupa la. haha, well thanks for the night too rahimi ;)
we got home i made a bed for mi and i to sleep the ate, cause laapppaarrr. and talk talk like always. and amira fell asleep first. ceh. haha its because i was talking to rahimi on the phone haha. he's so nice we talked a lot. he told me its fun hanging out with me. right back at you man. theres this one part agak potong ah, he said amira's name instead of mine when he asked me to call him back cause he had to talk to his mum haha, wth i didnt say anything ah. hahah gila out doh . but its cool.
sorry mi cause i keep on jumping to topics hahahaha. THANK YOU MI for beauty and the beast. everyone had a good time. i was happy to get to know rahimi. aha. LOVE YOU MI. you're the bomb babe. and poor you, forgot to take pictures. im sorry cause i also forgot. haha
my apologies if theres some errors, its normal la kan human makes mistakes. lol
xx
Friday, June 27, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
spoil
ahaha, today was okay. i was late for college today. so i didnt go for econs class but i wanted to! ish, ahah nway so i saw my schoolmate just now it was nice seeing her ah. well after college i spoiled myself with dunkin donuts. ah damn, delicious man. ahahah. went to klcc spend some money for some stuff. haha.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
problem ah
first i wanted to go with roy, i know its like damn impossible since he's at langkawi kan. so i just try la and ask him kan. he wanted to go but then he's only coming back like in two months time dont know ah. hahah so nway then i met Q hahaha so then i ask him la, then he cant also cause he have a freaking 10days camp! dude 10days haha ill die. and then i ajak johan but then on saturday got urbanscapes. and i had a feeling he'll be goin and i asked him also and he said he's goin ahaha im good man. so anyway before that syafiq invited me to go to urbanscapes already and then johan also invited me. then johan said see you got two invitations already so you shouldnt miss it. i mean ofcourse la if i could right. well im gonna go la. during the day je then like 5pm chiow ah. i wanna bring Mi along with me, if she wants. and if i got extra cash i wanna get a freaking ONE BUCK SHORT tshirt man! they rock! haha. and i wanna see johan also haha. hopefully la there wont be any 'halangan' haha. so now i dont know who i wanna ajak for beauty and the beast. its either amira's mr hottie or syahir. haha. and that particular mr hottie is busy pulak. freaking farewell party. cis ada ada je dorang ni semua. geram den haha. then syahir dont want to go, cause he wants to bring his own date. wey malas aku nak layan dah. aku nak emo ah. geram gila ni.
anyone wanna go? you'll be my life saver. ah fck it.
x
anyone wanna go? you'll be my life saver. ah fck it.
x
start
i finish my english assignment! ahaha tapi i kinda tipu abit ah, cause i cant copy and paste, have to paraphrase actually but then i copied alot ahaha, tu la last minute work lagi. ish ish. tmrw got accounting test haiyaa, study study. cepat la friday i wanna go for beauty and the best ni! uhh i can bring a date cause got extra ticket ahaha. so who wants to be my date? LOL
*over it already. aha but then still didnt delete his msgs. on the way la on the way. lol =)
chiow, gotta college.
*over it already. aha but then still didnt delete his msgs. on the way la on the way. lol =)
chiow, gotta college.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
clap
ahahaha yeaaa mi said 'clap clap clap' because i didnt smoke at all today. ahaha good job again syaza. well im did plan stop anyway, for myself and tunku amira zahra ofcourse! hihi.
*And when I touch you I feel happy inside,
It's such a feeling That my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.
Yeh, you got that something,
I think you'll understand,
When I feel that something,
I wanna hold your hand,
I wanna hold your hand,
I wanna hold your hand.
all time favourite song lah. haha
*And when I touch you I feel happy inside,
It's such a feeling That my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.
Yeh, you got that something,
I think you'll understand,
When I feel that something,
I wanna hold your hand,
I wanna hold your hand,
I wanna hold your hand.
all time favourite song lah. haha
no point
well im so bored here at college. im having my break and az is not here yet! urgh, how awesome spending ur break alone right? haha lame i tell you. so nway while waiting for her to finally arrive i shall blog about this thing that has been bothering me
define love? wtf is that? can you fall in love more than once? i think its possible, like what az said, its just the phase. everyone is going through it. once you already love someone, you will always love them eventho not as much as it used to be but you still love them. you may not realize it but its true. even if you had a bad break-up
currently im reading this book called The Zahir by Paulo Coelho. you should read The Alchemist also! nway, i just read half of The Zahir and this guy who is a writer, he wants to know why his wife left him but then she didnt left him yet cause she didnt say goodbye, she just left him without saying anything. its been two years he is still waiting for her. still wanting to know why.
Zahir in Arabic means visible, present, incapable of going unnoticed It is someone or something which, once we have to come into contact with them or it, gradually occupies our every thought, until we can think of nothing else. this can consider as state of holiness or madness
People are happy when they are at war because for them the world has meaning. Total sacrificing themselves for a cause gives meaning to their lives. They are capable of limitless love, because they no longer have anything else to lose. A fatally wounded soldier never asks the medical team; 'please save me!' His last words are usually; 'Tell my wife and son that i love them'. At the last moment they speak of love. -The wife, Esther told the husband that. This was her reason to become a war correspondent.
The day that a man allows true love to appear, those things which are well made will fall into the confiusion and will overturn everything we believe to be right and true. The world will become real when man learns how to love, until then we will live in the belief that we know what love is, but we will always lack the courage to confront is as it truly is.
Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.
This force is on earth to make us happy, to bring us closer to God and to our neighbour.
All of these are from the book. i totally agree with it ah.
i was really heartbroken about my past relationship i think maybe because he left me, so yeah. if i was the one who left him i wouldnt be so heartbroken right? it took me a while to get over it and now im half over is already so its cool. but then to think back all this yeah it does takes time to get over things like this but its not that worth it to think about it. its like a total waste of time. oh well, i dont think about him anymore and somehow im happier now compared to last few weeks. haha. life goes on. its a journey and anything can happen in a journey right?
For one more day by mitch albom also another good book. if only i had the chance to go back to one of the days when we were together, maybe i could have make things right or just a day where you and i can talk about this. i'm not angry or mad at you, just abit dissapointed. and you left me hanging, since im a part of this i want to know why cause you didnt tell me the reason. everyday i wonder why.
loves is actually beautiful when you really look at it. aha im just a sucker for love. oh well what can i really do about it? in fact i am making changes in my life now. i can admit this time that i am happy =)
working on getting good grades right now since mid semester exam is around the corner! and daddy has been bugging me about my grades and classes and all la, err annoying abit ah. i keep on avoiding to answer whatever he asked me haha.
*im hungrryyyyy. somebody take me out to watch maid of honor please!!!
challo, xo
define love? wtf is that? can you fall in love more than once? i think its possible, like what az said, its just the phase. everyone is going through it. once you already love someone, you will always love them eventho not as much as it used to be but you still love them. you may not realize it but its true. even if you had a bad break-up
currently im reading this book called The Zahir by Paulo Coelho. you should read The Alchemist also! nway, i just read half of The Zahir and this guy who is a writer, he wants to know why his wife left him but then she didnt left him yet cause she didnt say goodbye, she just left him without saying anything. its been two years he is still waiting for her. still wanting to know why.
Zahir in Arabic means visible, present, incapable of going unnoticed It is someone or something which, once we have to come into contact with them or it, gradually occupies our every thought, until we can think of nothing else. this can consider as state of holiness or madness
People are happy when they are at war because for them the world has meaning. Total sacrificing themselves for a cause gives meaning to their lives. They are capable of limitless love, because they no longer have anything else to lose. A fatally wounded soldier never asks the medical team; 'please save me!' His last words are usually; 'Tell my wife and son that i love them'. At the last moment they speak of love. -The wife, Esther told the husband that. This was her reason to become a war correspondent.
The day that a man allows true love to appear, those things which are well made will fall into the confiusion and will overturn everything we believe to be right and true. The world will become real when man learns how to love, until then we will live in the belief that we know what love is, but we will always lack the courage to confront is as it truly is.
Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.
This force is on earth to make us happy, to bring us closer to God and to our neighbour.
All of these are from the book. i totally agree with it ah.
i was really heartbroken about my past relationship i think maybe because he left me, so yeah. if i was the one who left him i wouldnt be so heartbroken right? it took me a while to get over it and now im half over is already so its cool. but then to think back all this yeah it does takes time to get over things like this but its not that worth it to think about it. its like a total waste of time. oh well, i dont think about him anymore and somehow im happier now compared to last few weeks. haha. life goes on. its a journey and anything can happen in a journey right?
For one more day by mitch albom also another good book. if only i had the chance to go back to one of the days when we were together, maybe i could have make things right or just a day where you and i can talk about this. i'm not angry or mad at you, just abit dissapointed. and you left me hanging, since im a part of this i want to know why cause you didnt tell me the reason. everyday i wonder why.
loves is actually beautiful when you really look at it. aha im just a sucker for love. oh well what can i really do about it? in fact i am making changes in my life now. i can admit this time that i am happy =)
working on getting good grades right now since mid semester exam is around the corner! and daddy has been bugging me about my grades and classes and all la, err annoying abit ah. i keep on avoiding to answer whatever he asked me haha.
*im hungrryyyyy. somebody take me out to watch maid of honor please!!!
challo, xo
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