fat

im fat. damn man i feel fat. been eating like a pig. gotta stop eating, dont know how im gonna puasa la like this. i didnt fast today and yesterday. its the time of the month maa. haha. not gonna fast again tmrw. shittt, gotta loose some fats mate.

20 more days till trials.

x

ohmyfuckinggod!! ahahha. im at college right now. im having econs but im at the web to do my assignment. but not really doing it. nwaayyy..

my day started very nicely. i just got to college had to take the ktm from taylors pj cause abang was late ngeh. so took the cab to taylors. i just got out of the cab i walk abit, jeng jeng jeng... i see walter. he looked la and i did too so our 'eyes meet' hahaha nway then i looked down!!! damn it i was nervous? shy? i dont knowwww. haaaaa then we walked past each other. haiyaaa im melting... then i walked to the web im here still. then he came in i didnt realize at first i was concentrating to the computer. then i look eeehh i see walter, maybe he saw me i dont know. hahaha.. daaannng my day started very bright. hope to have a wonderful day today. tonight got mai's bday party to go to. yeay cant wait to have fun. and im hoping to see walter again later. hehehee... =))

"Faith is reason grown courageous". -Sherwood Eddy

xx

Mi

i will be spending alot of time with Mi this week. thursday until sunday man! hehe. Mi, we shall have a lot of fun while we still can.

my quote of the day. may one day i say this to someone i love. hahahha.

"Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'" -Erich Fromm.

sunway

it was a tiring day but u know the people i love was there. we spent the day together. with the avril look a like thing, ADAM C was THERE. ME LIKE. and we ate KFC cause i have the vouchers haha. then instead going ice skating we went to the theme park. it was fun ah, with the rides and stuff but we didnt actually plan to go there so we didnt bring our swimming attire la kan. haha. and guess wat it rained. so we did get wet in the end haha

ps. adam C is adorable. hahahaha.

xx

dududu

i want something to happen, but dont really want something to happen. so im guess im just gonna go with the flow.

i just watched you dont mess with the zohan. damn funny wey the movie. hahahha damn cun ah.

im hoping for an interesting weekend.

gaaahhh, i like you but not gonna do anything but just be a friend.

avril i cant wait for your concert man!

khaira, Mi, me and Mai. daaamnnnn this was ages ago. we're so skinny that time but now, Mi is the only skinny one. ngeh -_-" haha i miss janda baik. camping, river, pond, pool, walking around, etc. weeee

xx

groovy

wwwwwwuuuuuuuuuuuu.. finally i got my avril tickets!!!! weeee. i cant wait dohh.

plans for the week. LOL

thursday - Ma's bday but not sure if can make it or not cause its on college night, gaahhh

friday - AVRIL LAVIGNE BEST DAMN THING CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! going with Mi and Fauza

saturday - MERDEKAAAAA eve.. hahaha we're going holiday villa. with haaa ramai nak list but the same people and the ktj's lol

sunday rest2 and monday first day of puasa mate.


grooooooovvyyy baby. LOL just wanted to say it.

gaahhh

"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet." -Plato

i feeeeel loooovvveeeee.... riggghhtttt.... -.-

i bored here my God!

hope to have fun tmrw.

just woke up lol

gaaaahhhh..... too much bon jovi... hahahahhaah
you give love a bad name.....
i'll be there for you these five words i swear to you..
blablablablablaaaa...

and joe jonas's song from camp rock..
your the voice i hear inside my head, the reason that im singing i need to find you i gotta find you.

mi wtf are youuu?

lay your hands on me.

wattoday was nice. but so sad didnt go breakfast with keyna and syafiq. i was really looking forward to it. keyna had to follow her mum instead. ngehh. sooooorrrryyyy syafiq! we'll try again sunday alright. i woke up early and couldnt sleep back. hahah. and i had mengaji so yeah. then i was looking forward to go out with him. haha. to kill the time i cleaned up my room, arrange my papers and stuff. so its better now. but i didnt fold my clothes i just campak it in the almari lol. so i showered at like 12 something. then i got ready then he changed the time to 3.30 to 4, instead of 3. so okay la. so i went reached there on time gak ah kot. we watched forgetting sarah marshall. we talked aahhh. and he as always dont talk so much. haha. its nice that he hold the door for me and let me walk first. so yeah. hahaha. weird outing i guess. i had a good time la, and get the chance to see him. its just too bad your taken. like you said, either you just wait or hope for something to happen. i might just do both or do nothing. ill wait kot, i mean i had no problems doing it last time. haha but then it was worth it at first, then naahhh not really. not putting any hopes, maybe a little. a girl can dream can she? haha. he send me home, we just hugged and i didnt even try to give him a kiss on the cheek. he said thanks for the day and my reply was youu too man. i mean' youu too man'? dude i could have done better man! haha and zao, read the zahir by paulo coelho. great book. oh and i left my ciggies at home and didnt bother to get a new pack so i didnt smoke today. good job lol

so hey, i might not get the chance to be with you but i'll be there for you. ;)
yeaaahhh too much bon jovi man! hahahaha. lay your hands on meeehhhh!!!.....
im just gonna keep trying and keep moving forward. and if it were meant to be and its meant to be, if not, again keep moooooving forward. hahaha
and im glad that you accept my invitation to go out today.
xx

quote of the day. =)

"To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be." -Anna Louise Strong

quote of the day.

"I think that when we look for love courageously, it reveals itself, and we wind up attracting even more love. If one person really wants us, everyone does. But if we're alone, we become even more alone. Life is strange.” -Paulo Coelho

hey syafiq, this is the one. haha. and sorry about today. all tak jadi, i had high hopes for today too. so its okay la. "we're all in this together" *Start dancing* hahahahaha.

and paulo coelho is great.

night lovers