lay your hands on me.

wattoday was nice. but so sad didnt go breakfast with keyna and syafiq. i was really looking forward to it. keyna had to follow her mum instead. ngehh. sooooorrrryyyy syafiq! we'll try again sunday alright. i woke up early and couldnt sleep back. hahah. and i had mengaji so yeah. then i was looking forward to go out with him. haha. to kill the time i cleaned up my room, arrange my papers and stuff. so its better now. but i didnt fold my clothes i just campak it in the almari lol. so i showered at like 12 something. then i got ready then he changed the time to 3.30 to 4, instead of 3. so okay la. so i went reached there on time gak ah kot. we watched forgetting sarah marshall. we talked aahhh. and he as always dont talk so much. haha. its nice that he hold the door for me and let me walk first. so yeah. hahaha. weird outing i guess. i had a good time la, and get the chance to see him. its just too bad your taken. like you said, either you just wait or hope for something to happen. i might just do both or do nothing. ill wait kot, i mean i had no problems doing it last time. haha but then it was worth it at first, then naahhh not really. not putting any hopes, maybe a little. a girl can dream can she? haha. he send me home, we just hugged and i didnt even try to give him a kiss on the cheek. he said thanks for the day and my reply was youu too man. i mean' youu too man'? dude i could have done better man! haha and zao, read the zahir by paulo coelho. great book. oh and i left my ciggies at home and didnt bother to get a new pack so i didnt smoke today. good job lol

so hey, i might not get the chance to be with you but i'll be there for you. ;)
yeaaahhh too much bon jovi man! hahahaha. lay your hands on meeehhhh!!!.....
im just gonna keep trying and keep moving forward. and if it were meant to be and its meant to be, if not, again keep moooooving forward. hahaha
and im glad that you accept my invitation to go out today.
xx

quote of the day. =)

"To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be." -Anna Louise Strong