wtv

woke up at about 1pm today. slept at 3am last night or should i say morning. haha. was chatting with ilyas abit before i went to bed. if he were leaving here, i call him already. the only thing i can do is just text him or talk to him online. ngeh. so sad haha. oh well. today i thought i would just laze around at home but then Kak Sha came over with the nephew and mother in law and she brought a freaking cute KITTEN! gaaahhh it was damn adorable! damnit but it was a female, i need male cat to take of the house. my 2 female cats cant really take care of it. again the kitten was just too adorableeeeeee... nways then we went to pavilion for a movie. the movie i wanted to watch, yeay me! haha it was 'selamat pagi cinta'. it was good, it made me cry hahaha. im sucker for romance movie. lol. then i got home, i had to finish up my christmas present for ilyas. =) well it took me 2 hours to finish it. its nothing big actually haha.. ill show a picture of it after i gave him la. hehe..

im so lazy but actually im a bit annoyed with my room right now, its freaking messy! but im not doing anything about it haha i know its my fault. gaaahhh damn lazy la! maybe tmrw ill finally clean it up cause its just too messy! tmrw is Mi's last day of spm! yeay you! lol good luck with bloody accounts darling! love you and i shall see you real soon!

"If the only place where I could see you was in my dreams, I'd sleep forever." -Anonymous

kay la, night night flowers, x.

are you one in a million?

hahahaha. im not. LOL went for the freaking audition didnt put any hopes so went there for fun you know, i was just trying. i didnt get in. haha oh well God has better plans for me. =) plus it singing wasnt my no. dream so its aight! but today haiya damn bloody tiring man. wat a LOOONNNGGG daaayyy. reached times square like at 8.50am then waited like 5 hours just to REGISTER! then waited like extra 4 hours or 5?? then only my turn to shine. hahahah i guess i wasnt so bright la. thanks Alissa and Fauza for companying me. apparently my ex schoolmate also was there so he joined us. met new friends, but only for today ah. she was nice. actually im abit tired and lazy to tell the whole thing, cause it wasnt really anything. hahaha. oh oh and jen was there! with her ex-husband. kinda cute also lah. hehe and her friend who went for the audition also cute but too young. padahal he's only 16 and im like what 17. haha lame. i know. well after all this shit tiring day alissa's family picked us up and we all went for dinner at great eastern mall. yeeeaaaahhhhh, im fully, sleepy and tired.

nways i dont know why but i really miss ilyas right now. gaaahhhhh.... cant wait to see you! 2 days moreeeeee..... wooohhhhooooo....... =)))

"don't drink and drive you might spill your beer"

xx flowers

vacation update.

should i blog about my trip to singapore? yes. haha took me a while to blog about it ey? got damn tired man. nways daddy drove till johor and left our car at mums friends house. she drove us to the taxi stand then we took a cab to singapore. haha sounds complicated? not really. nway we stayed at a budget hotel cause the hotel we wanted was fully booked. gah. so yeah it was fragrance hotel selegie. i didnt know how to pronouce the word selegie, it took me a while haha. our first night we went to night safari. it was cool la seeing all the animals and shit. but the fact that its at night and it was dark. wasnt scared about the animals attacking me that much, was scared about seeing things that i dont want to see. hahaha. luckily, i see nothing i dont want to see. haha. the fire dance show was damn cun weyy..

the next day we went to sentosa island. we ride the cable car and walked around ah. tiring tiring. the beach was beautiful la. we went back to the hotel then rest for a while then got ready. i met ilyas =) at the little india MRT. my parents and sister waited with me also. before that my dad was like 'so your friend you wanna see is a boy?' and i was like 'yeah. i mention the word 'he' so many times'. and he was like 'i didnt know'. then he said go back early and shit la. haha. then when ilyas arrived, i thought daddy was gonna give him a straight face. but instead there was a smile on his face haha, daddy ask ilyas about arab street and place to eat. ngehh.. *my sister told me that my dad said to my mum "yeah she can go out with this boy" he said it when he saw ilyas. haha. so ilyas and i went to clarke quay and walked all the way to raffles place. and we had our dinner, he paid for me. weee thankyouuu... then we walked and lepak at city hall. we drank abit, cause he brought a bottle of vodka. thanks. haha. but at that time i couldnt really drink that much so i kinda drank damn slow ah. then joachim came. we went to bugis street and teman him makan. then we just lepak there the whole night. joachim job is cool wey. haha. then after our little night out they both walked me back to my hotel. *i was about to say home. haha. didnt want to leave them actually. hahah so saaaddd. i hugged them more than once. as for ilyas i didnt wanna let go if it was possible but i had to. =(( after two years of not seeing ilyas, he grew taller! my boy is all grown up. haha.

then our last day me. my parents and sis just walked around the city. we walked alot. hahaha. suprisingly i didnt shop at all. well basically for me the point of my trip there was to see ilyas. haha. and he was definitely the highlight of my trip la. on our way back from johor to kl, it rained all the way man.

idk lah

it may take a while for me to blog by trip im damn tired and lazy. shit laa. nways i made up my mind. sorry tracee and jen! i was freaking excited like shit about penang but im not going. ill make it up to you guyss!! we go karaoke or lepak or something. when i can drive i can go anywhere haha. im truly am sorry. i didnt know that ill develop this certain feelings. apparently i dont care about my money cause all i want is to see him. if not ill go craazzzyyy. so yeah, lets pray to go benedict can find me a replacement lah. at the same time i feel bad la. nways i just really wanna see you lah. miss you, love you. =)

ill do anything just to see you even for a second.
cant wait to see you. =))))

ill talk even more when im not tired or lazy kay kay. night night dreamers.
xx

distance

im back from my so called vacation. i had a blast but im dead tired. sadly i cant sleep right now. ill blog about my trip tmrw or something.

.all i want for christmas is you.
imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou.........................

i felt like crying again, i cried otw back home. =(

catch me before i fall, hug me nowwww.......

"Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear." -John Lennon

prom pictures. =))

with tracee, looking gorgeous.
with jen, very hot.
us with benjamin, our waiter. haha
my date, brian. apparently he just coloured his hair the day before lol.
carmen, ping, jen and tracee. Az takdeee.. =(
with vasanth. handsome handsome. hehe

and jeng jeng jeng.. with DayShine. very very cuteeee and hot. weeee

shallin, marieann, benedict, carmen, brian, me, benjamin, jen, yi an, tracee, ping and danu.

picture of the night, candid! hahaha! its actually quite nice LOL.

there are actually more pictures but trace didnt upload all yet at fb. hehe. thanks tracee. =)

As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever

Graduation - Vitamin C.

**im gonna miss you guys so much, i swear to god! you guys were so much fun.

romance.

one tree hill episode 11 had just touched my heart. it made me cry. haha ohmygod im sucker for romance.

i might have fallen for the dancer but i know nothing about the dancer. then again the dancer is reserved. what should i do? the dancefloor connected us. i felt the chemistry. or maybe its just me.

haha, im such a loser. lol. now i feel like drinking and drinkingggg...

im in a search for the romance. kiss me again and tell me that it wasnt nothing.

p.s im still sick and its bloody annoying!

continue

i finished reading my eleven minutes by paulo coelho already. that man ah i tell you, damn good author kay. how can he write about sex and make it damn intimate shit and made it like as if its something very very passionate. it was amazingly done. splendid! i love it! now i need new books to read to kill my precious time since college is over already! and gotta download more movies to watch. now have to get more popcorns, yeay! currently downloading 'casablanca' it was said that its the best romance movie ever, so i haveeee to and must watch it la! saturday today is my resting day, gotta relax before my singapore vacation with my parents and lil sis. kay i gotta stop now haha, blog i miss you! hehe and Mi i miss youuu! cepat la habis ur spm tuu.. i wanna go karaoke and go shopping with you and lets get wastedddd... haha love you babe.

x

highlight.

here is my prom update. haha it wasnt all that but it was okay. handsome boy Dayshine was there. haha took pictures with him, show later cause pictures all with tracee. nways food was heh not so nice, our table was nice and my date was brian haha. prom was nice cause my favourite classmates are there. got ready with the girls. they all look great. hehe and the boys too. the prom was huge wey compared to my school prom. there was like wat 800 plus people? lol. after prom went to euphoria and apparently have to check id and yeah im underage. haha so sad but i did get it cause thanks to carmen i used her id and now her ic number is stuck in my head. i owe u big la carmen hehe if not i wouldnt be having fun. euphoria wasnt as nice at i thought it would be but the dancefloor vibrates! damnit damn nice wey. az didnt go for prom but she joined us at euphoria with rus. then i had some beer, 2 shoots and a martini only, apparently i have low tolerence of alcohol hahah got kinda drunk. idiot me. had so much fun dancing. too much fun actually hehe. wanted to dance with Dayshine but he was dancing with some girl so i didnt want to be rude and just grab him but in the inside i was like damn it i wanna dance with him haha. then me not being sober went to a guy who actually caught my eye during prom cause he was performing salsa on stage! hehe he's cute lol. so i decided to grab him and dance with him hahaha. told him i was abit drunk and then he asked me where my friend was and i showed him and he wanted to go take me to them. then i said just dance with me cause thats what i wanted to do. he got damn good moves kay. was damn attracted eventho i was abit drunk. apparently i can keep up with him. haha i was dancing my ass off cause i was having so much fun dancing. wuuhhhuuu.. *im in clubbing mood currently. hahaha.. i slept smiling. LOL the next day had breakfast at waffleworld with the girls and the boys joined us too. then went back home. did i mention the hotel room was awesome! nice bed and a lot of mirrors and the shower damn cool kay.

today went shopping with tracee and jen at sungei wang. *i've been spending money, i seriously have to stop man. it was nice. then at night had keyna's suprise birthday party at hard rock. love you like crazy babe! tmrw she's turning 18! hehe thanks to her parents for paying lol. it was fun eventho i was sick!!! aaahh annoyed with the flu and sore throat wey. got to see my schoolmates, miss you guys. ohmygod guess wat. i was smoking with haziq at the bar cause at the dinner table cant smoke then some old indian guy hit on me. haha wtf he offered to buy me a drink i was like no thankyou. haha. after all the chillling and shit. was waiting for diyanna's boyf's friend and some other indian guy go ask the boyf whether he can buy diyanna. hahahahaahahahaha! fucker we are so not prostitutes! idiot! it was funny he was like how much how much? go find prostitutes somewhere else la idiot.

well i guess since after my stupid accounts paper i've been having fun so it was great. did i mention the guy who i dance with his name is Ian. he seems to be interesting. =) but he has a gf? gaahh. *depress already. hahahahaha before i knew about it, the night after prom and shit i was bloody happy haha i was so excited. told Mi everything! and Az also. according to tracee and lee jen "syaza cant stop smiling and she's glowing wey" hahaha. watever guysss.. hehe

benedict and benjamin plans to go to penang on the 2nd i can go yeay hope its gonna happen ah me and tracee is really excited about it hehe. i need vacation! oh this sunday singapore here i come! i can see my shorty ilyas, dude it has been two years and i hope u grow taller! hahaha.

"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy." -Thich Nhat Hanh

guess thats all. sorry if got typo and shit, lazy too correct it. night night flowers.
xx

sicksicksick

IM ANNOYED!!! im sick. sore throat and flu. can it get any worse? yes! my leg also is killing. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.. kill me already! apparently alot of ppl are also sick haha.