went

so i actually went to Mi's place just now. haha my brothers came back like at 10.30pm. had a good time, got the chance to see everyone so yeah. and then i saw you, yes you were there. i have things i want to say but i dont know how to. i might be giving up but i dont know yet. i feel like piercing my ears nowwww... im in pain and i need an actual pain to make it go away. like it will la. but i dont know, i want it. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. i wanna talk to you. but i dont know how to. but actually i dont want to accept the fact that i know that it might not gonna happen, nothing is going to happen. i dont want to believe it but i know it. God, humans have brains like crap ahh. maybe i should be like cats, all they do is eat, sleep and wait and wait... they dont mind waiting. i've been there before. or maybe i should accept it that i deserved to be treated that way. i mean dude KARMA. What goes around comes around.

btw i got my book already, ELEVEN MINUTES. im actually enjoying it. Good book. and the movie PENELOPE. AWESOME SHIT WEY!!!! and one tree hill is getting better and better.

GAAHHH

im annoyed. im here at home waiting for a miracle. hoping that my brothers to come back and say okay lets go to mira's hse. but then noooo.... im like some ugly tree waiting to be cut down. im actually ready and oh god i have my makeup on. so right now im just waitinggggg.. i wanna gooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and Mi im sorry if i cant make it. im damn annoyed! gaaaahhhhh......

taktau

watched mama mia! again yesterday with mum. God its an awesome movie i tell you. did i mention i watched highschool musical 3 last week. damn Gooooddddd movie! i think ill go watch it again lahh.. and the songs are nice too. finals starts in 3 freaking days and i got my ic already. now i have to go make my L license since i lost it also. haiya.

we humans always make mistakes and sometimes we learnt from it sometimes we dont. humans are a stubborn creature. i didnt say what i really wanted to say, i felt like it was best to say the things that i think is better for us. i see very little effort i guess u dont really want it after all so i didnt say what my heart really felt. you kissed me and then nothing happen so yeahh. dude you made me melt and i was in cloud nine. but hey i guess i deserved to be treated like that for leaving you in the first place so i dont blame you. after all i was the bitch in this situation, and i truly am sorry. i do love you and thats for sure. if we cant be together is okay just show me that you still do care is good enough already. i miss you silly.

"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were." - Khalil Gibran

collegemates.

my girls man!. Az and Jen

my favourite boy, Brian. he's cute. :D

Eugene, Danusha, Brian, Yi An, Heng Leong, Benjamin and Tracee.

My classmate and im not in it! gaaahhhh... im gonna miss them!
My skinny friend! Ping! hahaha, babe we rock. haha :P

I swear to god im so so soooo gonna miss them! they rocks and its nice surrounded by chinese.. hahahaha! and im gonna miss looking at Walter too. haha. Love you guys dohh. Especially AZ, PING, TRACEE, JEN, KAJAN, CARMEN! =) Mwaahh Mwaahh and hugs to you guys! hehe

"Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing." -Elie Wiesel.

Finals Time table, grr.

3rd Nov - English as Second Language

6th Nov - Mathematical Studies

7th Nov - Legal Studies

11th Nov - Economics

18th Nov - Accounting Studies

dududuu...

ohmygod last night i drove Min's Gen2, damn i tell you. gila sedap dohh the car. i feel so hot driving it too! hahahah! awesome awesome, shit la i better get my driving license too so i can drive any car i want and anywhere i want, legally! hahaha. and Alissa take me go-karting during your holidays or something! weeee... i havent really been studying. God i been a bad girl. ahaha.. i should start studying like REALLY! 3rd november is next week!!!!! aaaaaaaaaa...... then when its over all i can think of is prom and partaaayyy..!! cepat la habis SAM for me and SPM for Mi. babe i miss youuuu!!! and we gotta go dress shopping for your prom and did you tell alissa about ur prom?!?!?! haha make sure she's going also.. recently i watched HSM 3, yeah man! it was good stuff la. but the part when troy and chad starting singing and dancing together make me laugh and they looked abit gay tho. hahhaha. but they're hot so its okay. tmrw im out with hilmi so i wanna watch some good movie la. then i shall go and stuuuddddddddddyyyy.....

Later yo! im out going for deepavali at some person's hse. haha good day!

Quote of the day! =)
"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched ... but are felt in the heart." -Helen Keller

books

oh oh!! im done with The Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho.
I want Eleven Minutes or Brida by Paulo Coelho.!!!!!!!!!!

movieyhhh

Done.
1. The Air I Breathe.
2. Quid Pro Quo.
3. Becoming Jane.

Not Yet.
1. Kinsey.
2. No Country For old Men.
3. Manhattan.


Finals in 1 week and a half. gaaaaaahh!!!!.... STUDDDDDYYYYYYY....
in 3 weeks plus, it will be over..!!!!!!!

im taking my time to make a move. =) cant wait for HSM 3, lol.

Sometimes affection is a shy flower that takes time to blossom. -Becoming Jane.

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STUDYINGGGGGGGGG...

FOR BLOODY FINALS!!!!!!!!

GONNA MISS YOU BLOGGIE!!

MWAAAHHH..

*MY RESULTS SUCKS BTW, TRYING NOT TO FLUNK MY COURSE. HAH!

ngeh

moot court went well. i won the case. and God i was a joker. everything that came out from my mouth are all the stupid words. oh well everyone enjoyed it so its cool.

MYOB for accounting is done and God i had it.

Saw jenan yesterday. weeee.. and i saw rainbow too!! aaaahhhh...

well watever happens happen la. and i gotta admit im in love with chinese guys weyyy. haha

cant wait for finals to be over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 weeks of classes, 1 week holiday and then 3 finals!!!!!!!!!!!! then PROM! hell yeah!

sorry havent update my blog in a while, lazy ah. lol.

you know you love me, xoxo. LOL