“Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away.” -Madonna

books, new cat

This is I think his name is Afiz. I forgot his name. Because he was adorable and super vain his picture is here. Hehe.

This is our new cat, Kitty. We didn't name her that. Our neighbour did its their cat. They had to move so they give Kitty to us.

Done with this book, finally! I like the humour in the book. Definitely a very nice read.

Current read. Interestingly written actually. Can't wait to finish it.

This would be my next read. Finally I bought it. Been wanting to get my hands on this book since like forever!

Now I want to go to Kinokuniya! I want more books to read!

pilot done. movies I want

So congrats to my brother, Abang Amir for completing his pilot training. Now he's just waiting around for a job I guess. Hopefully he gets a nice job la. This mean he moves back here, no more staying in Ip0h. And then he brought back his computer and jeng jeng jeng. I saw a movie folder and there's a lot of movies in there that I haven't watch. So I am happy to the extend where I can watch them all but I can't watch them now cause I have other things to do first. Aaahhh.. Sad laa..

So now my house has four computers. And my laptop is unfixable, which is very sad. Praying to get a new laptop but not sure if that's going to happen.

Nway almost everyone on twitter was worried about failing CCS and that makes me scared. LOL. But I doubt you guys would fail la. As long as you do it and I think you'll be safe. I know the assignment is really bloody annoying but it can't be help la.

I feel like sleeping now.

idk

always love

this is our holiday
Mi got me this, its delicious ♥
after sending you home this is what I saw

I have no idea what to say here, really. I've been busy doing God knows what la. Oh ya my cousin just got married last Saturday. Congrats to you cousin. And erm yeah, my holiday is basically okay. So much work need to be done.

I went to the bookstore today while waiting for my sister. Ahh books, I have so much love for them. I want to read them all. Every time when I go to a bookstore I always want to buy at least one book. But sometimes I can't, you know la money is the issue.

Mum's birthday is tomorrow.

What I'm doing now is for our own good. For the both of us. It gives us time and space to think things through. Because I do care about you too, not just myself. We just need to be more careful. Our hearts are fragile enough already so we need to care for them gently.

sex

Nishikido Ryo, enough said.

nineteen

Thank you Lord because I have been living on earth for 19 years! And you gave me a wonderful life. Thank you family and friends for all the wishes, smiles and laughter you gave on my birthday. ♥






Pictures curi from John and Phil's facebook. Arigato! ♥

I miss this

I miss having exams. I miss making little colorful notes.
I miss the pressure too.

Did I tell you? I quit smoking. :) And got sick for two weeks. Life's a bitch ey? Haha. But its all good.




And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. And you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again.

men and big bikes

Men and big bikes, hello hello. That actually reminds me on my last last post where I saw this guy walking past me holding a full face helmet and without a doubt he rides a super bike. I mean hello there. :D He's was quite sexy looking too. Haha. Sorry somehow that turns me on. :P

Mind you not those men with small bikes ya, like those rempit. No offense la, you people don't have my attention at all. Lol.

My trip to China and Korea have been postpone till further notice. Blaahhh..

help me

I need you to help me to get back on the right track.
I'm weak and all I need is your hand holding on to mine.
Make me believe that I can do this. Just stay by my side.

a little preview

Mari mari, kita tengok gambar saya semasa berada di Dubai. :D
Actually I'm only showing you, our faces in Dubai. Its just too exciting. Hehe.

Meet Ali

Me, Imran snapped this picture btw.

This is Imran.

I'm scared.