15 days into one.

So I’m gonna do all 15 days right now cause I'm yeah bored and don't wanna do my work.

Day 01 - Photo of you along with ten facts1. I am short

2. I love food

3. I like driving and sometimes hate it

4. I'm evil and selfish

5. I like books

6. I like films

7. I'm a sucker for romance

8. I hate stupid questions although there are no stupid questions but only stupid answers

9. I'm stubborn

10. I'm like a mother for my four cats at home

Day 02 - How you got your tumblr name
Because I like it

Day 03 - Ten Places you want to visit
Asian countries! South Korea again please, Japan, India, Thailand, Macau, America!, Europe, Spain please, Rome, Paris. Almost anywhere in the world basically haha.

Day 04 - Favorite memory from childhood
Saturday and Sunday morning cartoons. Sleepovers with friends and siblings!

Day 05 - Five favorite songs
Currently

I can't - 2PM
Mystery B2st
It hurts - 2NE1
Collide - Howie Day
Wonderwall - Oasis

*Actually I don't know whats my favourite songs. Haha but I'm uhh currently enjoying some Kpop music.

Day 06 - Best job you ever had
Helping mum in the kitchen

Day 07 - Worst job you ever had
Sales promoter

Day 08 - Best day of your life
Days in Seoul! When I saw 2PM at JYPE building.

Day 10 - Worst day of your life
When I found out I flunked my Pre-U

Day 11 - Something you’re addicted to
Koreans, Korea. Sleep.

Day 12 - What did you want to be as a child
A designer

Day 13 - Random fact about you
I'm a dreamer

Day 14 - Five people you are happy with right now
Mi, mum, my lil sister, the girls, my cats.

Day 15 - Person you can’t live without
Family and Mi

First time

My first ever attempt to do a magazine article. And the subject required is a definite LOVE for me. Click photo for clearer view.

Tomodachi

Tomodachi = Friend(s)

And I'm miss my best friend.

A faithful friend is the medicine of life. -Bible, Ecclesiasticus 6:16

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same. -Elbert Hubbard

Want

Someday I'll go to Europe and get myself a copy of this Cherry Blossom painting by Vincent Van Gogh. I must have it.

Don't worry

The happiest people are sometimes the saddest people. Don't you think so?

So why do we hide it, our sadness? Always keeping it and going through it on our own. I guess maybe we are just like that. Sometimes if others know that we are sad, they will feel sad too and sometimes guilty because sometimes they can't help us. But yes they know they are able to be there for us. People around you are here for a reason. Sometimes we are stronger than we think. Just have a little faith I guess and everything will be alright.

Everything's complicated, even those things that seem flat in their bleakness or sadness.
Nick Hornby

I actually think sadness and darkness can be very beautiful and healing.
Duncan Sheik

tick tock

In time the memory that you think will last forever will be gone sooner than you know it. Always keep in mind how time controls almost everything too.

Work work work for now. But I will always manage to sneak in some distractions into it. Aaahh its okayyy.. It will all be worth while soon. Can't wait!

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." -Eleanor Roosevelt

Discovering China

I'm discovering People's Republic of China or famously known as China. My topic is gonna be about global religion. I know I'm not the most religious person but its interestinggg.. And all I have been doing is reading and reading. I need to find that right angle to start writing my essay.

My presentation for this is finally coming and its on this coming Wednesdaaaay!

Lets make it interesting yo.

Good luck to me..

In the attempt to make a really short simple love story for one of my assignment. Hope it goes well. Fingers cross.

Day 29 - 30

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

Relationships are hard. Friends are awesome. Education is yes hella fucking important. And mum is always the best. Anddd driving sucks, always always always have to drive carefully. There's been just to much accidents these days. The movie 500 days of Summer does make sense.

Day 30- Who are you?

I'm just some girl trying to survive the world. Always afraid of the future and think too much. But my best friend told me, I'm the kinda of person who makes the decision for the moment. I make bad decisions. I can say that I'm nice to the people that I care about.

...

To be able to go through it, we have to look forward and have faith?

Its the same shit but different things.

Day 25 - 28

Day 25 - What I would find in your bag

Lip balm, tissues, hair clips, mirror, contact lens casing and solution, purse, phone, hair brush, a book, an umbrella, a fan, keys, etc..

Day 26 - Favorite TV Show

One Tree hill for the win yo. Its the most awesome show ever. The characters in the show are just aaahh I dont know how to say it. Major love for Lucas Scott and Brooke Davis in the show . I like Weeds too. And any Japanese dramas, they just know how to play with your emotions.

Day 27 - What you think about your friends

My friends are awesome, my girlfriends are just super fun la. I have awesome friends, that includes the boys too.

Day 28 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

First kiss was interesting. And my first kiss was my first love. The "love" lasted long but it wasn't fully loyal on both sides. It was an interesting experience I must say.

Continue day 18 - 24

Day 18 → Favorite place in the world

My room is my favorite place in the world.

Day 19 → Something you have created

I just recently created my own short film but its not fully done yet. And its my first time. I'm excited and proud of myself that I did it. Haha. Will show the end product when its done. :)

Day 20 → Photo of something in your home

Cik Lat, my baby cat. She's mine.

Kitty, the newbie.

Cik Yah, my little princess.

Note: My cats aren't that friendly. Haha but they are all pretty. And I have a new kitten! He's a stray cat and he's better and cleaner now.

Day 21- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Sya - My bestfriend, Mi calls me Sya. And Zaidi and Myra calls me that too. But not I mostly heard it from Mi. The other two haven't been in touch. So yeah

Syaz - Its when people find it hard to pronounce Syaza. Haha. Justin and the gang calls me Syaz.

Shazam - Ah yesss.. Ariff in highschool calls me this. And now the boys calls me this too sometimes. They created a new name too. See below

Syaza lingham - Yes what a ridiculous name but this is what Adam calls me. Heh

Syapow - Zac gave me this nickname. It was something worse but he shortened it so yeah.

Pendek (short) - Boon Keat calls me pendek and he pronounced it in a funny way. Haha.

Wan Nur - Thats my name though. My late friend Ilyas calls me this, ah I miss you. And Syafiq calls me this too sometimes.

Kakak - My one and only sister calls me Kakak (big sister)

I'm done.

Day 22 → Favorite clothing

I love skirtssss and dresses. I dress up like a girl but I act like a boy sometimes.

Day 23 → A concert you have attended

I can't recall the most recent one but SWITCHFOOT concert was the BEST! Period.

Day 24 → The last thing you ate/drank
Some chocolate digestive biscuits I bought from Marc & Spencer and plain water.

Good night!

Day 13 - 17

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

I'm not really close to you but we are tight. You tell me things and we can connect in that manner and we have fun and party together sometimes. (I barely party) But anyway, with something that had happened and I wasn't involve but I was there somewhere and I heard about what happened. Then I decided to ask you something simple and I will never judge you although I know what the answer was, but you lied to me. Although it was a yes or a no question still you lied to me with that one word. And now I'm automatically distancing myself from you. I'm sorry that its happening but I can't say its fully my fault. You decided to lie to me. Sad to say I know the truth but I didn't judge that. Lying to me was just hurtful.

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

Hari Raya, 2010. My cats are family too. ♥

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

No iPod but I just shuffle my playlist then.

1. Trembling blue stars- If I handle you with care
2. Rock 'n roll soldiers - Funny little feeling
3. Nada surf - See these bones
4. 22-20's - Shoot your gun
5. Spoon - You got yr.cherry bomb
6. Band of horses - No one's gonna loves you
7. Sterling knight - What you are to me (Nice song)
8. G-dragon - Hello
9. Super Junior T - Rokkugo
10. Beck - Everybody's gotta learn sometimes

80% of them are from One tree hill soundtrack (love the show, my favourite) And the other remain 20% are Kpop. Haha.

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Konichiwa

Day 17 → Your celebrity crush

This is rather difficult. I think I might have quite a lot of celebrity crush. Haha but oh my god I have mad love for Asians so yeahh..

1. All time favourite, his Japanese - Nishikido Ryo (News /Kanjani 8)
2. Recent crush his Thai and a Korean celebrity - Nichkhun Horvejkul (2PM)
3. Anddd his American Korean - Jay Park (Former 2PM member/ AOM crew)
4. And okay lets make it last, his Korean - Lee Ki Kwang (B2st)
5. Lets list one White person - James Mcavoy / Joseph Gordon Levitt

OKAY I'M DONE. HAHA.

The overdue One month challenge

Day 06 - where you’d like to be in 10 years

Doing something useful for myself or others. Basically I hope to live a satisfying life, a stable one please. And if I ended up having children, let them be boys. Haha


Day 07 - A Photo That Makes You Happy

My bestfriend. ♥

Day 08- Short term goals for this month

To finish up my assignments in time of course. Busy busy busy! And do well in them too.

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few day and why

Today, I'm proud or more like happy that I finish shooting for my IDM video assignment. Didn't know I could actually do it, with the help of the boyfriend and the sister btw. Thankyouverymuch.

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

I love happy classic songs! The ones that makes me sing along although I barely know the lyrics. Oh yeaahh.. those songs works for me when I'm happy, bored and hyped. Sad songs like those sappy love songs ah. But when I'm mad, heavy metal for me yo.

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

Urbanscapes 2010
Jasmine, Alison, Kamal, Syafiq, Adam, Me and Amira.

Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr/Blogspot and why you made one

I can't recall how but why because blogging makes it all better sometimes. I like to talk nonsense so same goes to writing ;) Oh yea lets just say its kind of a trend too. Heh.

I am thankful for laughter, except when milk comes out of my nose. -Woody Allen

One Month Challenge - 03, 04 and 05

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Right now, I'm a glad that I met these girls this year. They definitely makes my university life awesome. :)

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

I might be rather ignorant by saying this but I'm not sure whats the bad habit that I wish I didn't have. I guess I can say I have a habit of thinking too much which makes me feel insecure at times. Yeah that's one of it. Other than that maybe being lazy. I need to be more hardworking yo. I don't wanna have a belly. I need to exerciseeee.. And stop being selfish and start sharing maybe? Haha.

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Dubai was amazing. It brought back a newer better me. Haha
Yunnan, China is definitely interesting. This was at the Stone Forest.

I decided to put two pictures instead of one. Hehe.

One Month Challenge - 02

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr/Blogspot name

During those Myspace days I got myself some sort of cool nickname, I got it from a song from Evanescence it was called Imaginary. Then my Myspace name was written this way "i m a g i n a r y ?" Haha thenn my best friend calls me Sya so then I decided to combine them together and it became imaginarysya. :)

One Month Challenge - 01

Hi, I know its been a while but I'm gonna do a one month challenge here instead of Tumblr. Enjoy.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

01. I laugh at my own jokes.

02. Sometimes I'm satisfied with how I look but sometimes I'm not.

03. I'm very particular sometimes although I am open minded.

04. There are certain things that I'm not that picky, which is food.

05. I'm small for a person who eats a lot.

06. I love to give kisses to my cat.

07. I drive like a dude.

08. I do sometimes wish I was taller.

09. I have mad love for Asians.

10. I wanna live in other Asian countries.

11. I dream too much.

12. I never thought I would be closer to my mum now.

13. I shop cheap. I love clothes but I'm kinda cheapskate.

14. My boyfriend is not exactly my type but I love him the way he is.

15. I am vain at times.

Too lazy to put a picture of me. Sorry.

inside

I need a long term goal.
I want to learn another Asian language.

I'm working on it. Its in process.

The only thing about us is that we're just lazy.
That is the difference between the ones who have achieved a lot of their goals and the ones who achieved lesser goals. Laziness is the major reason.

the end of world cup

So everyone has heard that Spain won the 2010 World Cup. I guess they really do deserve since I actually watch them play. Haha I'm not a football person. I was really avoiding to watch world cup but then that one particular match I watched I got attached. I was stuck, I too became like everyone else. If you wondering, it was the match between Germany and England. Germany caught my eyes and my heart. So I was rooting for Germany since then. However I was disappointed with one match though, Germany vs Spain. They didn't play very well, I guess they got scared or something because of Paul the octopus's prediction saying that Spain is going to win. Oh well, they still made it to third place so I was happy. I really enjoyed the match Germany vs Uruguay it was outstanding the way they played although it was just for third place they did their best to be on that place. Good job guys. The finals was rather shitty though but it was still an interesting match to watch. There were so many yellow cards! It was just plain hilarious yet silly. Half of Netherlands players got yellow card. Haha.. Almost at the end of extra time Spain scored it was splendid I have to say.. GOOD JOB TO ALL THE PLAYERS IN THE WORLD CUP. You guys have brought the people together. ;)

I guess I can't wait for the next world cup. Germany for the win.

semester one

Hi. Finally I'm done with semester one. Woot woot. Been having lots of fun. Last Friday went to Freedom 360. Party party. Yesterday had an awesome girls evening. Today gonna party it up at PD. Friday gonna watch a play. And Saturday going to Urbanscapes with Mi ♥

I'll put it all in details soon laa. Haha busy busy lol

Love

Hi bye

Hi, I been wanting to blog but I'm busy. I went to China and I now I have lots of things to do. So I'll talk to you soon.

kelip 182

Just a preview of my next post. Haha. I love Blink 182! And I like Travis Barker :D And this is one of my favourite songs. Enjoy! :D

Anthem Part 2 - Blink 182

orang besi dua

I went to watch Ironman 2 with my twin brothers and my cousin. Night out with the boys I guess. I promised my pilot brother that we should go watch it so yeah. The movie was AWESOME. I love every part of the movie. It was thrilling, exciting and hilarious too. Definitely good stuff and also interesting. The soundtrack sounds really awesome though. Good choice of music. I like. Gonna download the soundtrack of course. The theme song is from AC/CD so that makes it even more awesome!

But then when I watched it, I still don't get much but I had this thought right, so basically this body suit, this ironman is just to protect America? And not the world. Interesting ey? Well you can interpret it or think deeper in your own way. :D Sorry if I just made you guys think. Haha.

Oh ya back to the movie right. I'm sorry I'm still amazed by the movie, it can't be helped. They had DJ AM in there, Rest in Peace Adam Goldstein. And Scarlett Johansson was just too sexy in it! She didnt wear anything too revealing but what she wore was tight dresses and tight sorta cat suit-ish. It was just too hot man. Haha and her green eyes is just so beautiful and her lips, aahh. Haha. Oh God I'm sorry, I just love her! and also they used my favourite Audi cars! Ahh smoking hot but then I don't see a red Audi R8 in it which kinda sucks cause I wanted to see that! Haha but its aight.

Well I'm not sure what else I want to see here but my next blog post I'm gonna talk about punk rock! I love punk rock and I miss the old school punk rock! So be ready sugar. :D

Good night, xo.

first may

I think this would be one of the weirdest and most random nights I ever experience although it all happened at home. I had a talked with Mi because I really needed her. Read my old blog posts from my other blog, read old emails, basically went on memory lane for a while. Shed little tears. And dancing made me felt better. Read my book and almost fell asleep but then the eldest knocked on my door.

I had a talk with eldest one. He needed a company, he needed me. So I companied him and we talked. And he asked for my help so I helped him. All because I care and I don't want the same shit to happen again. This is all because I want to protect my eldest. Therefore I need to be strong for him. If I was weak things will go bad. So yes I chose to be strong so I can help him because we are family. Even though the matter wasn’t big but the little things still counts. Little things, little problems, little issues can go big so we have to be aware and let the little things count.

Don’t think too deep because you will go crazy. Therefore set a limit, it helps. Trust me. Because if you don’t you’ll be in deep shit. You will start questioning and wondering and yeah you’re fucked. So don’t cross the limit. Be careful. Our mind is interestingly amazing but don’t let it control you, it’s there for you to control it.

There's just something with this song.

Where Did You Sleep Last Night (Unplugged) by Nirvana

The way he sang it, his voice, he felt the song and everything about it la. There's something about this song I just can't seem to know what it is but it just gets me you know. Its fucking awesome.

“Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away.” -Madonna

books, new cat

This is I think his name is Afiz. I forgot his name. Because he was adorable and super vain his picture is here. Hehe.

This is our new cat, Kitty. We didn't name her that. Our neighbour did its their cat. They had to move so they give Kitty to us.

Done with this book, finally! I like the humour in the book. Definitely a very nice read.

Current read. Interestingly written actually. Can't wait to finish it.

This would be my next read. Finally I bought it. Been wanting to get my hands on this book since like forever!

Now I want to go to Kinokuniya! I want more books to read!

pilot done. movies I want

So congrats to my brother, Abang Amir for completing his pilot training. Now he's just waiting around for a job I guess. Hopefully he gets a nice job la. This mean he moves back here, no more staying in Ip0h. And then he brought back his computer and jeng jeng jeng. I saw a movie folder and there's a lot of movies in there that I haven't watch. So I am happy to the extend where I can watch them all but I can't watch them now cause I have other things to do first. Aaahhh.. Sad laa..

So now my house has four computers. And my laptop is unfixable, which is very sad. Praying to get a new laptop but not sure if that's going to happen.

Nway almost everyone on twitter was worried about failing CCS and that makes me scared. LOL. But I doubt you guys would fail la. As long as you do it and I think you'll be safe. I know the assignment is really bloody annoying but it can't be help la.

I feel like sleeping now.

idk

always love

this is our holiday
Mi got me this, its delicious ♥
after sending you home this is what I saw

I have no idea what to say here, really. I've been busy doing God knows what la. Oh ya my cousin just got married last Saturday. Congrats to you cousin. And erm yeah, my holiday is basically okay. So much work need to be done.

I went to the bookstore today while waiting for my sister. Ahh books, I have so much love for them. I want to read them all. Every time when I go to a bookstore I always want to buy at least one book. But sometimes I can't, you know la money is the issue.

Mum's birthday is tomorrow.

What I'm doing now is for our own good. For the both of us. It gives us time and space to think things through. Because I do care about you too, not just myself. We just need to be more careful. Our hearts are fragile enough already so we need to care for them gently.

sex

Nishikido Ryo, enough said.

nineteen

Thank you Lord because I have been living on earth for 19 years! And you gave me a wonderful life. Thank you family and friends for all the wishes, smiles and laughter you gave on my birthday. ♥






Pictures curi from John and Phil's facebook. Arigato! ♥

I miss this

I miss having exams. I miss making little colorful notes.
I miss the pressure too.

Did I tell you? I quit smoking. :) And got sick for two weeks. Life's a bitch ey? Haha. But its all good.




And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. And you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again.

men and big bikes

Men and big bikes, hello hello. That actually reminds me on my last last post where I saw this guy walking past me holding a full face helmet and without a doubt he rides a super bike. I mean hello there. :D He's was quite sexy looking too. Haha. Sorry somehow that turns me on. :P

Mind you not those men with small bikes ya, like those rempit. No offense la, you people don't have my attention at all. Lol.

My trip to China and Korea have been postpone till further notice. Blaahhh..

help me

I need you to help me to get back on the right track.
I'm weak and all I need is your hand holding on to mine.
Make me believe that I can do this. Just stay by my side.

a little preview

Mari mari, kita tengok gambar saya semasa berada di Dubai. :D
Actually I'm only showing you, our faces in Dubai. Its just too exciting. Hehe.

Meet Ali

Me, Imran snapped this picture btw.

This is Imran.

I'm scared.

10

Can I have white lilies for my birthday?
Anyone?
:(

Please...

Its 10 days away till my hari lahir.
What do I want for my birthday?
Dont know.

Mi and Alissa are not going to be with me on my birthday :(

Melayu balik

So, my kawan Ilya all the way from London, oopps my bad. Kawan yang duduk di London, commented my blog tanya kata nak cakap Melayu. Haha ini dia your Melayu. Seriously I can't! Shit Melayu balik la perempuan. *talking to myself* Eh tersilap, cakap dengan diri sendiri.

Kegilaan kerana perlu menyiapkan assignment telah berhenti untuk seketika. Tetapi ada, lagi banyak akan datang. Sei sei sei.

Ahh this is so kelakar, but yeah.

I don't really know what to say here, really.

Ciao. xo

Monday

Not going to be my week and its only Monday

Phil and I are planning on a short film :)

My birthday is coming soon? Hmm.. Don't feel like turning a year older. Can I skip my birthday?

POSITIVE THINKING!

shit.

lost in translation

Saya perlu berhati-hati kerana hati ini mungkin akan jatuh lebih dalam. Apatah lagi hati ini adalah mudah pecah, tetapi awak adalah orang yang baik hati dan manis.

Mahu faham apa yang telah dikatakan? Silalah translate kepada bahasa English.

:D

Malay

Mari mari kita berbahasa Melayu. Sudah lama tidak berbahasa Melayu bersama rakan-rakan.

Hows that for starters?

comprende?

All I ask is for you not to call me babe.

I need a picture for that empty frame hanging on the wall in my room.

Should I open the door bigger or just leave the space the way it is for now?
I do want you but I feel insecure.

weekend

How was your weekend? Hmm.. Overall I have to say I had quite an interesting weekend. Went out everyday, Friday till Sunday. And haven't done shit for my assignments. But anyway, I basically learned new roads and I actually can take instructions quite well. I mean twice I had to follow someone's direction through the phone. I'm pretty good at it. Haha. I drove a lot too, quite tiring tho. Today for the first time I drove, had a flat tyre at Duke highway. Almost had to change it all by myself, I did like a quarter part of the work then came a guy to save us. It was raining and yes I was in the rain and I just had my shower that time. Lol, but anyway thanks man. There are actually nice people in this country. May God bless you. Then also it was because my mum dragged me to her friend's place. Then I had to listen to some people promoting their products. There were a lot of products. I just sat there, stoning. Bored as hell. Oh and sadly I didnt go for Super Junior concert last night but I sent my sister, Mi and Iman for the concert tho. And picked them up too. Had someone to company me, which was really nice. Oh and on Friday, had to pick up my drunk brother. But he wasnt that drunk when I picked him up tho. Cehh.. I didnt really know how to explain my weekend. It was weirdly interesting although it was just simple things that happened. And I got to see Ping and Az tho! It was nice la, havent seen Az in ages!

I finally watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and it was a beautiful movie. Had tears in my eyes. And Brad Pitt is one hell of a good looking man.

Getting to know you have been interesting. And you do make me smile, from ear to ear. :)

Night, flowers.
xo

Penelope

I just love this movie. ♥

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you'll never know dear how much I love you
please don't take my sunshine away

smitten yet terrified

Yes I've been saying that to both my social networking sites. This is because I'm afraid on taking this step. Although I actually already did take that particular step. Uncertainty just love to taunt me. Its scary, if you're weak. Really because I am. Since I'm afraid, that makes me a chicken. Since it has been a while about feeling this way, it makes me scared. Opening a door that you have been locked closed in so long is something huge, even though you only open a little. This feeling shouldn't be a stranger, its more of a long lost friend. However, it feels more like a stranger than a friend. With time have been passing like it always do every second, it has become hard for me to believe something can work out well. The way you hope it would be. It almost feels weird that things would work out fine. It is even more terrifying if most things work out fine.
Doubts and uncertainty are cibai.

I'm suppose to be smiling.

oh sunny day

So as you know, of course you do that the world is huge. Different parts of the world have different weather. And in Asians countries most of them are hot. Summer all year baby. But anyway last time the weather was okay. It was acceptable. There's rain, sunny days, cloudy days, etc. However now, its crazy hot. Especially where I'm at, Malaysia. Even us Malaysian can't even stand our own weather, how sad right? When I was in Dubai it was Winter but no snow la. Winter there was good, there's super cold wind with clear blue sky on a sunny day. But then when I got back here, I sweat. When I was there and I didn't sweat at all. Crazy isn't it? The weather now is unpredictable it can be hot as hell in morning and after that it will rain like crazy during the evening. When we had our Malaysian Open just recently, some of the golfers actually quit because they couldn't take the heat. So who do you blame? Haha. We can't blame God, of course we can. He is the almighty God. This is our own fault, because we take advantage of all the things that we have. Some we waste it and never think about the effects in the future. To say that we humans are stupid is a lie because like hello there's like gazillions invention and things that were created by humans throughout the decades by using their freaking brain! Human brains are something huh. If the animal can at least think a little, I think they would definitely want to dig out the human brains and stuff it in their head. Lol, lame I know. Anyway, I'm not really sure what would be a really good solution to this issue but I do see some people trying to make it better. Trying to be "greener". Its sort of late but it isn't too late! Please watch the documentary called "The inconvenient truth" that person in it he gives out interesting facts about the environment and the world. :) I sort of forgotten what was my point for this post but the reason I did this particular topic is because I had to freaking shower three times today because it was hot! Another thing I want to point out is that I'm glad that the people are more aware about the environment. Say no to plastic bags! If I can do that, I'm sure you can too. :D

What an odd post isn't it? Haha.

Later flowers.

Lady Gaga

I like Lady Gaga when she first debuted her song 'Let's Dance'. Then after that I didn't fancy her as much cause I felt like she's sort of ridiculous. Haha but I think I gotta take back my words. Firstly she ain't a slutty poser like Kesha. And her songs are catchy, contemporary and wicked. Then she is definitely different than others. She has her own unique style. I mean like who the hell wears a freaking huge ass shrimp as a head piece? The answer would be, Lady Gaga. Haha. So anyway, I was watching E! News right, then the were showing the preview for Lady Gaga's new music video featuring Beyonce called Telephone. When I saw that little sneak preview I just had to check it out. So I did, and it was 9 minutes long. It was really interesting. Her mind is full of creativity. How I wish I can think more creatively and sorta weird-ish too. So anyway back to the video, fucking hell she doesn't mind stripping naked, okay fine she was almost naked. But somehow it didn't really make her look slutty at all cause I felt like that's how she is. Of course you should know her videos are all only suitable for adults, definitely can't show kids her videos, its too much, lol. I must say her body is so nice and it ain't a size freaking zero! Overall I would say Lady Gaga will be a legend. Seeing her works its amazing although some are crazy but still she is good in what she's doing. So Ms Gaga keep on doing on what you're doing. :)

Telephone - Lady Gaga featuring Beyonce.

Smile though your heart is aching.

So I haven’t blogged in ages. Yes yes, I have said that in my previous post. Nway whoever is reading this, Hi Hello, how are you? LOL. So university has started just recently and guess what I am shit scared. Since I was scared I actually didn't skip anything for the orientation except for the city survival skills I don't really need that since I've been living in the city for my entire life. So yeah. I'm happy to say that my fatty friend, Syafiq decided to join Taylors. Finally balls, last time ajak masuk Taylors with me nak masuk KDU. Haha No offence KDU. So basically like every freaking year I made new friends. Interesting ones too, no kidding. I made quite a number of new friends but I keep on forgetting their names. I do remember some like for example, Daniel, Austin, Jasmine, Sher, Michelle, Charles, Leo, Ramadhan, Shiori, Sean, Joan, another Michelle, Ife, Ali, Zack, Lau, Kevin, Delilah, Joanne, Abner, Justin, Jeng kit? And more I think, I can't recall all. Haha.

And now I'm stuck I have no idea what to say. I need to get back on my writing, I mean I'm a communication student for God sake. This ain't happening. Oh btw OMG I can't believe this. I freaking didn't blog about Dubai at all. I mean come on Sya, Dubai was like amazing. Whenever my friends asked me that was my answer. Dubai was amazing. Hehe. It was a beautiful concrete jungle, even the desert was exquisite. Well I'll continue talking about Dubai when I have the time and the feel to just blabber about it. :) But here's a picture of sunrise in Dubai.

And also I didn't talk about my new beautiful camcorder. But here it is, hehe.


I seriously don't know what else to say.

I know I should move on and get over that particular person who mostly makes me sad and not happy most of the time. I think its time, don't you think so too?

I'm smitten over someone apparently. I hope it isn’t just another game. I don't think the heart can take it, if it’s just another game.

The last two part, contradicts ey? Haha. Life is interesting isn't it?

As always, later flowers,
sweet dreams, xo.

so its been 2 freaking months ey?

So its been 2 freaking months ey? since I last blogged. COOL! I am LAZY, VERY!

Hello January

Hi, its been a weird start of the year. During the countdown I had liquor pouring on my hair, yupp what tragedy right? So then I thought its going to be a liquor year for me, whatever thats suppose to mean. How did you guys celebrate your new years? Mine was awesome, everything is like last minute. But it was worth it! Bloody Beetroots was awesome and I discovered a hottie. :D Anyway, the year just started and I got sick. I have sore throat since last Sunday night till now, bloody hell. Its so not cool. Oh and I decided to quit smoking, so I sort of think that whatever hell that I been going through is the side effects of quitting smoking. Its hell I tell you but its okayy. Its my own good. And I knew all about it cause I read it online. Haha. Nway I seriously dont know what else to say, I'm totally blank. All I know is that I need to clean my room. And I want to start writing and reading again! I just bought two new books recently. I wanna go on a trip so trying to plan out some trips, to Singapore and somewhere out of KL. I just need to get out of here even just for a day! Oh and I'll be done with work in 5 bloody days! But 4 days of full dayyy, oh well I deserved it for ponteing-ing kerja so many days! I have so many things need to be done, yes yes. I need to go register for Uni and get ready for Uni! Wohhoo, I cant wait to go back to college! Life without college is dull quoted from Sim :D
Take care flowers
xx